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This is a white girl who is cosplaying as Storm from Xmen. She dyed her hair white, painted her skin dark chocolate, did her makeup, and painted her eyebrows black. She painted her fair pinkish lips with a dark reddish brown color to match her chocolate-painted skin. She then inserted white contacts into her eyes and wore the latex Storm custom-made costume. She looks like she’s made out of chocolate. She looks like a delicious chocolate bar that I want to lick. She looks exotic with her dark chocolate skin and white features and is so hot. She looks like a chocolate.

I have an offensive messed up fetish for blackfishing and blackface in females. Blackfishing is when someone poses as black and pretends to be black by altering their appearance whether it’s through surgery, tanning, changing their skin color, wearing wigs, braids, or other means. I know that it’s wrong because it’s wearing black features as a costume and disrespecting it. As for my fetish, I am attracted to white women blackfishing like Emma Hallberg, Wejdene, Rafaela Fleur, and more. I guess that I am attracted to them because they look exotic and beautiful. I think that they look hot. It’s a struggle for me to look at them like this drawing I did because this is the fetish that drags me the most into my PMO addiction. If you stuck around with me a while back you would know that I had a cannibalism gynophagia fetish but now I don’t have it anymore because Jesus healed me from it. I pray to him for him to heal me from all my fetishes. I had about 100 total fetishes by the start of this year but now I have 11 fetishes as of today, but the blackfishing/blackface fetish causes me to relapse 100% of the time. I’m not talking about the blackface that they did back in the days of segregation and slavery. I’m talking about the modern one which is called blackfishing. It is wrong even though it doesn’t mock or exaggerate black features but it puts out toxic beauty standards for black women. This causes them to compare themselves with the blackfishers aka people blackfishing, mostly white people. In history, white women were seen as the ideal beauty standard. That is why it's offensive. Black people were also oppressed by white people and blackface was used to mock them.
The blackfishing/blackface has become so advanced today that white women pass as black or mixed when they blackfish. An example is Cardi B. She is a white Latina who blackfishes but no one has called her out on it because of fear of being canceled or fear that people wouldn’t believe them. Another one is Nicole Scherzinger who blackfishes 50% Filipina, 25% Ukrainian, 12.5% Hawaiian, and 12.5% Polish. I would call what she does brownface though because she looks brown. I thought that she was white mixed with black or that she was Indo-Guyanese or Indo-Trinidadian. I had a crush on her when I was younger because I thought that she was so pretty.
I am working to overcome this fetish so that I can succeed on my sexual purity journey and retain my seed for a closer relationship with God. I’m sorry if I said some offensive things regarding my arousal to this picture I drew but I hope to one day view it with clear lenses with how a normal person with a clear mind sees it, as wrong and weird. The way I overcame my cannibalism fetish was that I stopped viewing and drawing those fetishes.
I also forgot to add that my blackfishing/blackface fetish might stem from a tanning fetish that I have. I also have a brownface/brownfishing fetish which is like a 9/10 in fetish strength and the blackface/blackfishing fetish is a 10/10 because I relapse every time I see it.

Description

This is a white girl who is cosplaying as Storm from Xmen. She dyed her hair white, painted her skin dark chocolate, did her makeup, and painted her eyebrows black. She painted her fair pinkish lips with a dark reddish brown color to match her chocolate-painted skin. She then inserted white contacts into her eyes and wore the latex Storm custom-made costume. She looks like she’s made out of chocolate. She looks like a delicious chocolate bar that I want to lick. She looks exotic with her dark chocolate skin and white features and is so hot. She looks like a chocolate.

I have an offensive messed up fetish for blackfishing and blackface in females. Blackfishing is when someone poses as black and pretends to be black by altering their appearance whether it’s through surgery, tanning, changing their skin color, wearing wigs, braids, or other means. I know that it’s wrong because it’s wearing black features as a costume and disrespecting it. As for my fetish, I am attracted to white women blackfishing like Emma Hallberg, Wejdene, Rafaela Fleur, and more. I guess that I am attracted to them because they look exotic and beautiful. I think that they look hot. It’s a struggle for me to look at them like this drawing I did because this is the fetish that drags me the most into my PMO addiction. If you stuck around with me a while back you would know that I had a cannibalism gynophagia fetish but now I don’t have it anymore because Jesus healed me from it. I pray to him for him to heal me from all my fetishes. I had about 100 total fetishes by the start of this year but now I have 11 fetishes as of today, but the blackfishing/blackface fetish causes me to relapse 100% of the time. I’m not talking about the blackface that they did back in the days of segregation and slavery. I’m talking about the modern one which is called blackfishing. It is wrong even though it doesn’t mock or exaggerate black features but it puts out toxic beauty standards for black women. This causes them to compare themselves with the blackfishers aka people blackfishing, mostly white people. In history, white women were seen as the ideal beauty standard. That is why it's offensive. Black people were also oppressed by white people and blackface was used to mock them.
The blackfishing/blackface has become so advanced today that white women pass as black or mixed when they blackfish. An example is Cardi B. She is a white Latina who blackfishes but no one has called her out on it because of fear of being canceled or fear that people wouldn’t believe them. Another one is Nicole Scherzinger who blackfishes 50% Filipina, 25% Ukrainian, 12.5% Hawaiian, and 12.5% Polish. I would call what she does brownface though because she looks brown. I thought that she was white mixed with black or that she was Indo-Guyanese or Indo-Trinidadian. I had a crush on her when I was younger because I thought that she was so pretty.
I am working to overcome this fetish so that I can succeed on my sexual purity journey and retain my seed for a closer relationship with God. I’m sorry if I said some offensive things regarding my arousal to this picture I drew but I hope to one day view it with clear lenses with how a normal person with a clear mind sees it, as wrong and weird. The way I overcame my cannibalism fetish was that I stopped viewing and drawing those fetishes.
I also forgot to add that my blackfishing/blackface fetish might stem from a tanning fetish that I have. I also have a brownface/brownfishing fetish which is like a 9/10 in fetish strength and the blackface/blackfishing fetish is a 10/10 because I relapse every time I see it.