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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 20:49:50 +0000 UTC]

Ah glad you like it :'D
Do you feel better now? :'C

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-06-23 20:54:21 +0000 UTC]

haha, yah, art and my boyfriend helped me, but, yah...

do you know the feeling when you feel lost?
when everything seems grey, all people around you?
When childhoodfriends dissapoint you so much and you just loose the last people you have... yah, it felt so bad!

but now I´m much better, yah, I mean, what they did was just normal....
everybody else did too... maybe just I changed, cause I didn´t....

but, yah, actually my live ot much better after this, I got much more motivation to draw and to get better till new schoolyear´starts, I change my school, so most people will be new, that emans, a new chance to mak enew friend, and becouse people don´t listen to what I have to say I have to show them what I can, so I hope they will like it : DD

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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 21:16:54 +0000 UTC]

Ah yeah I know the feel.
When I was 13 all my friend left me because I was not like them. I was alone for about one year. I thought I would kill myself or something. It was really sad. But then when I turned 14 a girl named Isis become my friend. She is my best friend now and we talk almost everyday ^ ^

I'm sure you will get new and awesome friends ^ ^
You are really nice so don't worry ^ ^

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-06-23 21:26:43 +0000 UTC]

haha, yah, actually I have a really different opinion as the people my age here, I enjoy talking with people around 25+
okay, I never tought about that, cause I have my family who loves me... I could not break their heart..!

really... that´s great!
I hope your friendship holds forever <3

ahh, I´m actually not shure about that, everywere I go people my age hate me for np reason, in sumercamb, in england the people of my group,  for them I´m just annoing : ´DD
okay, I mean, who want´s to be a friend with a girl who thinks different, who has 100 of different personallities and talks to herlesf? : ´D
oh, yah, I just feel as if I´m sometimes no child anymore with ym point of view Ö_Ö
once as I typed with my boyfriend he asked if it´s really me or an other, older person... : ´DDD
okay, yah, maybe sometimes i write some creepy stuff about things becosue I have too much time to think about them XDDD

: `DDD

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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 21:38:17 +0000 UTC]

Holy crap! Now you really sound like me XD
Naw, well who knows. I found Isis, maybe you will find someone as well. You never know ^ ^
Everyone was also not like me at all. The only thing kids in my age was thinking about was sex and drinking alcohol T_T
I wasn't like that at all, and Isis was not like that ether, so we found etch other and now we are best friends ^ ^
I'm sure you will find someone if you look really hard ^ ^ (one tip is to look for people who is in the same position as you, that people don't like them fore some reason, those people can be really nice sometimes)

But hey if you don't have anyone to talk to, you can talk to me oke ^ ^
You seam like a cool person and it makes my sad that you are kinda lonely :'C

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-06-23 21:57:28 +0000 UTC]

holy shit here too, and smoking + drugs : ´DDD
haha, yah, I know : ´DD
but actually it´s really difficult for me to open myself now for new peopel becouse till jet I actually ot every time hurted : ´D

hahaha, yah, okay >w<
actually I would wish all my friends from da would coem here and vsit me, that would be so cool XDDD
I wanna visit them all one day... when I have the money...  : ´DD

haha, actually I´m not lonely, I have a lot of friends, tehy just live all over the world : ´D
and the sad thing about this is that noone can hug me ;_;
but, yah XD
it helped me with my depressions and stuff XD
sometime sI just would wish someone I don´t know comes and hugs me XDDD yah...creepy, I know Ö_Ö

you now, other people see in mee this nerdy, geeky little small kid : ´D
noone thinks or knows how am I real becouse nobody can look inside me XDD


I seem like one, hahhahaha XD
just seem XDDD
*laughs*

actually  I don´t mind it anymore what people think from me, I just ignore almost all people oround me XDDD
but just when I´m in a bad mood X3
if not I tr yto smile to everybody, even if they ignore me or laugh at me or so, hahahah XDD
their rections are always so funny XD


and drawing keeps me going on, yah, I never tought it is like this, but, yah, drawing is my live...without it I really would be a nobody : ´D

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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 22:10:18 +0000 UTC]

Oh god you seam to be more and more like me for every word XD
Hahaha X3

well it's good that your not lonely then ^ ^
Even if your friends are spread around all over the world.
I wish I had friends on internet when I was alone. I only had my family Q.Q
It was a real pain, because I didn't want to make them sad so I don't tell them that much about what was going on in my head at that time... Well I'm glad that I'm not like that anymore. Now I'm always honest and tells my family if I'm feeling bad ^ ^

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-06-23 22:16:17 +0000 UTC]

really, hahaha, aweome XDDDD

hahah, my family... : ´D
tehy even don´t know one word from this, and I´m not going to tell : ´DD
OMG, the same as you Ö_Ö
no, I can´t tell them XD
never XD
I hate it when people come to me and show how sad and so tehy feel that I´m sad : ´D
I hate that kind of attention, I really hate : `DD

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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 22:24:45 +0000 UTC]

OMG ME TOO! But I noticed that mom and dad only feel worse if I don't tell them :'C
I can't put a "mask" on my face. I can never smile if I'm sad like most people do. I can never lie about my feelings. So when I'm sad you can really tell that there is something wrong with me... So in the end my parents will ask if I'm alright and that's the time I will tell them about my feels. It's really thought but oh well :C

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-06-23 22:31:06 +0000 UTC]

okay, my parents have no idea, so they can´t feel worse XD

I do, I´m perfect doing this, actually I fooled myself too : ´D
and when they asked "how was your day", I just answered" great, as always", yah, I´m good at lying : ´DD

..... but I hate it, becouse so nobody can see the real me : ´D

actually, my boyfriend told my sister that I need more friends, my sister came up and said that he said she should make more jikes...
you really don´t know how bad I felt that my sister knows something, really, so bad, and it wasn´t actually something personal ;_;
and if she goes to my parents, oh, no, hopefully not : ´D
I hoep he never does something like that again, I nearly died : ´DD

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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 22:36:17 +0000 UTC]

Oh man that must be really hard Q.Q
Well for your sake I hope she doesn't say anything :')
Or a lot of drama would probably happen Q_Q

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-06-23 22:45:27 +0000 UTC]

haha, yah XD

till jet she ddn´t and it was for 1 till 2 weeks :´3
... my memory is so bad, I even can´t rmember that Ö_Ö

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SagaTale In reply to IokoThePanda [2013-06-23 23:21:30 +0000 UTC]

Haha naw, oh well if it was that long ago she probably wont say anything ^ ^

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IokoThePanda In reply to SagaTale [2013-07-20 18:19:03 +0000 UTC]

... haha, yah ;o;
hopefully xD

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SagaTale In reply to Getsuu [2011-04-10 17:47:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! ^ ^

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SagaTale In reply to rodfocov [2011-04-10 14:29:04 +0000 UTC]

Hihi thanks, glad you like it ^ ^

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