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How
Many more nights do I have to spend
Circling round and round and round and another one is passing now
Don't wanna be let down again
But looking in a mirror, of myself I just cannot be so proud
Having work done but in a moment
I forget what I've done, wondering why this helpless person is allowed
To breathe? What do I live for? Until when?

It's like a movie
Conveying confusion
Constantly complaining
Contains no conclusion
Completely incomplete, you see
To be or not to be

As the closing credits scroll with no one's name enrolled
I'm sighing cynicism, putting on a smile that's so cold
It shows how empty I am
What am I worthy of? No one gives a damn

No one really understood me, so I never could
Understand anyone else, am I this way for good?
With this dumbest and cheapest and pettiest excuse ever
I'm crying, I've got nothing to lose

Messed up, it feels right to be in the darkness I made up me myself and I
Don't need no city lights, don't need an answer or the reason why
I point my finger at me while it's too dark to see
To the deepest part of my vacant heart I'm falling free

And now these crystalline
Pieces of the future that ironically brightly shine
Tell me if I died now it would still be fine

I'm like a dreamer
Worthlessness, hoplessness, defeatedness
Nonetheless
Righteousness, mightfulness, fairness
To which do I surrender?
I'm in this dilemma

My life's full of vanity, lacking humanity
Being lustful means I'm thirsty, yet I'm craving for clarity
It shows how empty I am
About my tomorrow no one gives a damn

No one really understood me, so I never could
Understand anyone else, am I this way for good?
Hundreds of hundreds times I've killed myself, won't someone tell me whether
This is how I'll forever be?

As the closing credits scroll with no one's name enrolled
I'm sighing cynicism, putting on a smile that's so cold
It shows how empty I am
What am I worthy of? No one gives a damn

My life's full of vanity, lacking humanity
Being lustful means I'm thirsty, yet I'm craving for clarity
There is no way of mending
How I live, is this my true happy ending?

No one really understood me, so I never could
Understand anyone else, am I this way for good?
With this dumbest and cheapest and pettiest excuse ever
I'm crying, I've got nothing to lose
Ah ah ah