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I'm dying inside,
Because you all lied,
You let a young child,
Once ambitious and wild,
And you controlled her,
Put a knife to her heart and told her,
"You will never be loved"

And now I'm crying,
Almost dying,
Why can't I be like everyone else
Why can't I be like everyone else
I knew something was wrong,
But I put on a happy face,
And I braced
For cuts and bruises
And I'm starting to lose it

I hide behind humor and friends
But I'm constantly trying to control my life's ends
And I know I should stop but I can't help it,
My life is a lie and I know it,
But I'm obsessed with my death
But I cause myself harm

3rd degree burns, the knife game
Not much of a game when you constantly
Stab and stab and stab and stab
Till I feel high, such an escape
From fucking reality, you took a window
To some normies life and asked me,
"Why can't you be like her?"
But I don't WANT to be A her,
I don't want to be a HIM,
I don't want to be a THEY.
I want to crawl away,
Be one with space,
And die.

Description
I'm dying inside,
Because you all lied,
You let a young child,
Once ambitious and wild,
And you controlled her,
Put a knife to her heart and told her,
"You will never be loved"

And now I'm crying,
Almost dying,
Why can't I be like everyone else
Why can't I be like everyone else
I knew something was wrong,
But I put on a happy face,
And I braced
For cuts and bruises
And I'm starting to lose it

I hide behind humor and friends
But I'm constantly trying to control my life's ends
And I know I should stop but I can't help it,
My life is a lie and I know it,
But I'm obsessed with my death
But I cause myself harm

3rd degree burns, the knife game
Not much of a game when you constantly
Stab and stab and stab and stab
Till I feel high, such an escape
From fucking reality, you took a window
To some normies life and asked me,
"Why can't you be like her?"
But I don't WANT to be A her,
I don't want to be a HIM,
I don't want to be a THEY.
I want to crawl away,
Be one with space,
And die.