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This is a vent about my love life, I broke up with my ex back in October but ever since it's been killing me inside with constant nightmares of seeing her again even after I cut her out of my life. I just wished I didn't get into this toxic relationship with her every day but I still miss it even if she fucking hates me. After all of our pain it has made me feel paranoid about the people I like because I'm afraid to leave them, I'm afraid of them seeing this side of me that I keep to myself, this fucked up MONSTER I've became during our relationship that is full of lust, pent up anger, and depression.

Description
This is a vent about my love life, I broke up with my ex back in October but ever since it's been killing me inside with constant nightmares of seeing her again even after I cut her out of my life. I just wished I didn't get into this toxic relationship with her every day but I still miss it even if she fucking hates me. After all of our pain it has made me feel paranoid about the people I like because I'm afraid to leave them, I'm afraid of them seeing this side of me that I keep to myself, this fucked up MONSTER I've became during our relationship that is full of lust, pent up anger, and depression.