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Description Some day ago I found a vocaloid meme. I am not yet sure if I will make it, but there was one option to draw "voca-self".

And... why not? (I was doing karaoke for so many years...doing an idiot of myself on stage, so decent serious way wont be bad either, no?)

I tried to make myself TRUE to the way I am - although I think I drew myself smallers breasts (go figure...), but I am chubby so I designed myself costume which would appeal my figure.
(I dont say I am fat, but everyone should dress appealing and fitting to their personality/figure)... (I like chubby women~ *swoon*)

I wish I had such sunglasses =A=; goldframe and darkpink glass~

So than - saniika - my voca-self~ she can sing funny, but cannot dance, gets easily tired with advanced choreography...

I would make a lousy vocaloid


Maybe this could be my ID too.

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pencil, notebook paper, watercolors, colored pencils, white gelpen, format A5
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Comments: 47

ayuICHI [2010-07-30 05:51:45 +0000 UTC]

So adorable and colorful and fun!

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saniika In reply to ayuICHI [2010-07-31 20:25:09 +0000 UTC]

Just I am sure I am not that adorable IRL XD

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bokuSatchi [2010-06-08 17:05:46 +0000 UTC]

I love it, it's a great design and it fits you

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saniika In reply to bokuSatchi [2010-06-08 17:21:03 +0000 UTC]

8D fakt???? yay!

Inak.... uz mam Kaita. Ta vianocna pesnicka bola des. Mora nocna. @_@ skoda, ze len plavky ma na preoblecenie a tiez nic nehovori ked mas vysledky not fair....

Vsetky pesnicky som uz presla len neviem ako ziskat posledne dva. (su tam dva prazdne riadky o.o)

Nakresli aj seba ako vocaself

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bokuSatchi In reply to saniika [2010-06-08 18:44:25 +0000 UTC]

JJ! >.<
Gratulujem! Strasna ta vianocna, ja ju stale neviem prejst tak aby som odblokovala hard. Je to fakt skoda ze nehovoria

Skusim XD

(Ak si este online pod na msn ^^)

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Shiroi-Hebi [2010-05-23 01:45:16 +0000 UTC]

Zlaty vocaloidak si
Usmievas sa a vyzeras aj tak trochu nervozne XD

Tie hviezdicky su chutne Trosku to mi pripomina ako Mikuina leech, Kaitova zmrzlinka a tak, proste ako tvoj symbol

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saniika In reply to Shiroi-Hebi [2010-05-23 14:12:46 +0000 UTC]

No to bude tym, ze to je akoze moj maskot - starfish anyone? XD

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Under-the-Lemon-Tree [2010-05-21 19:56:46 +0000 UTC]

lajkujem tie vlasy.... skvela farba... a tie hviezdicky...XDDDD

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saniika In reply to Under-the-Lemon-Tree [2010-05-21 21:30:34 +0000 UTC]

Jej diky no? nehodia sa mi? Dokonca aj Sheltie sa lubia!

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Under-the-Lemon-Tree In reply to saniika [2010-05-22 13:08:56 +0000 UTC]

vlasy ci hviezdicky? ...XD

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saniika In reply to Under-the-Lemon-Tree [2010-05-22 14:32:01 +0000 UTC]

hviezdy

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Under-the-Lemon-Tree In reply to saniika [2010-05-24 15:21:42 +0000 UTC]

inak ano.... tie hviezdy su super...XDD

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MajorasMasks [2010-05-21 16:45:14 +0000 UTC]

I really like the mixed media technique you used here.

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saniika In reply to MajorasMasks [2010-05-21 16:46:30 +0000 UTC]

Thanks it was needed, since this kind of paper doesnt work with watercolor alone.

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MajorasMasks In reply to saniika [2010-05-21 17:21:05 +0000 UTC]

Anyway it's really cool. ^^

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natsumi33 [2010-05-21 10:27:59 +0000 UTC]

Awww, you are trembling X'D Very beautifully done!!! I love the costume and haircolor
and I am glad you drew something for your self :3 It would truly be a nice ID!

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saniika In reply to natsumi33 [2010-05-21 12:26:52 +0000 UTC]

No, sak vies si mna predstavit na kolenach? Tanecna zostava? No way! Ta farba vlasov nevysla az ak ako v orginali (neda sa vrstvit tmava na blokovom papieri).

Actually aj ja som rada 8D Je to take...neviem, viacej sa mi paci v poslednej dobe orbazok ked ho uz postnem. (Pricom v minulosti to bolo prave opacne.)
Ale vaham coraz viacej ci vobec nieco zacat, je to zvlastne.

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Gama-Kaeru [2010-05-21 08:53:48 +0000 UTC]

Somehow I really like the colouring of this. It's not as neat as your usual watercolourings but that makes this piece especially lively. You should colour more like this, like you'd be a bit sloppy with it...? Because it is looking really good. So full and somehow delicious... I think I have made my point clear that I happen to really like full colours that aren't so tidy and neat all the time X''D

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saniika In reply to Gama-Kaeru [2010-05-21 12:24:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you I cant promise you anything, so you might see similar pictures and might not see similar pictures in future.

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Gama-Kaeru In reply to saniika [2010-05-21 12:50:28 +0000 UTC]

Well, I'm not really expecting anything, because it's always important to do what you like the most. Especially here in dA when this isn't like your job or anything. But still, somehow I get the feeling that you're not willing to get better or let go of your old habits when every time you comment back on me, it's something like "I'm glad you liked it, but I'm not going to do this again." I just really hope you'd get better and better in using bolder colours too and that's why I'm trying to tell you how I really like them, so that you'd be encouraged to try them out more. I don't really care about the picture itself, I mean the content of it, let it be fanart or OCs, because I _know_ you can draw amazingly well, but I really also hope you wouldn't be too glued to your old ways of doing things... I'm always glad to see something new because I want to see your full potential! And versatility!...... BUT then again, dA is for having fun with art too, not just getting better and better, so if that's not fun for you, don't do it.

Guh, I hate writing opinions like this because it makes me feel like I'm saying I'm better than everyone else ;__; And that's most definately NOT the case XD You are clearly way better than me, so I'm a bit afraid of givin my opinions and suggestions to someone who is better than me. But here it goes. I hope you didn't get too offended.

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saniika In reply to Gama-Kaeru [2010-05-21 14:19:03 +0000 UTC]

By saying you dont really expect anything is misleading because you certainly do expect something - like you said above I want to see your full potential!/i>

Talking, ah its so hard to talk about "art" for me especially lately. It kind of makes me want to write comments in descriptions like "IDK IMHO i such THXB" and similar not making sense stuff.

I appreciate your interest, I really do. I also understand what youre trying to say to me (in comments and your intentions.) I study art, most likely I will do it as JOB (producing it or teaching it) and it means indeed a lot to me. I keep thinking a LOT about art generaly, subject in art, techniques etc... hence a LOT.

That all is making me take it more seriously, viewing it seriously way more than I used to (hence when you learn some things, you cant really look away...) I encountered more people which talked to me (also privately) that I am too anxious and hard on myself and I have to agree.

Here on DA it literally CLASHES together - draw what I like and draw what I SHOULD. Now what I mean with should: I should experience new techniques and master them fast as possible (we are pushed in school to be best in every art field - theory, graphic, panting, sculpture, drawing, pc design/art... and a lot more - you wont satisfy anyone when youre good in only one and fairly good in others)
Than again I should produce art with meaning, which would actually say something to the viewer - I as much as I want to look away, I do produce a lot of kitsches and flat, so called mute art. As an artist I feel I am not expressing myself tot he outside world as I should (or need to).

I started with "art" because I like it. Because I rest with it.

Lately its unbearable how much pressure I am putting on myself because of all the above mentioned "should" things. And its scaring me to even grab a pencil and do something. I dont keep track how often I submit art here, so I cant really tell if its less now than before or what.)
Hence I want to produce art in general, but am afraid because it most likely wont be "art" in real sense. I want to rest, I want to have fun, but it would mean I would want to draw things I like and feel like in the moment (most likely fandom stuff, kitches pure, technique and style adjusted to the kitsch theme - hence not art at all.)

It drives me extremely to be unsure about myself and my abilities. Also I cant say clearly (objectively) if I developed myself to something new and better - thus positive feedback, similar to yours is very surprising to me and scares me again too.

I think too much about what people say about the next picture, I fear the expectation (hence even youre expectation as you expressed above). Perhaps its freaking me out how many people see what I "like" to do. I am scared to disappoint you in the future, thus I react that way - I cant promise anything.

Hm, I have no idea if I explained or made something clear (nor to you nor to me actually). I would be very sad, if you felt bad hanging around my gallery and giving comments, its not my intention to scare you off or shoo you off or making you stay silent. Just please, understand this: I am not offended (why would I be, especially when its constructive and positive comment!), I just try to answer the most polite way I can.

Oh, dear... I hope I make sense.

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Gama-Kaeru In reply to saniika [2010-05-23 15:12:45 +0000 UTC]

It really did make a lot sense to me! Now I understand way better what you feel about art. And I can clearly see that you're in kind of a same situation as I was about half a year ago. I was so afraid of art because I wanted to please everyone and I was really scary to wait what would the comments be! I even actually developped myself a debression over it, but this year I've started to draw again. And this time I only draw things that make me happy, and doing that I can see how much variety I can produce. I'm currently not in art school myself, but I'll soon be starting one. So I hope I can remember to still enjoy art as much as now. But hey, I'll still be commenting on your works and watching you improve. I just really wish you'd just enjoy art, because somehow I can see it in some of your drawings how they have been done with joy, not with skill alone. <3

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saniika In reply to Gama-Kaeru [2010-05-23 15:29:45 +0000 UTC]

I hope you keep the joy wehn you attend the school. Teachers can make a big difference in your point of view on your own work.
Thank you very much for your encouraging words.

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Gama-Kaeru In reply to saniika [2010-05-23 16:05:08 +0000 UTC]

I've heard there's pretty nice teachers there... They teach to enjoy art a lot, so I hope that I remember to do it too. 8D

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Quantum-Mechanics [2010-05-21 02:33:13 +0000 UTC]

Awww you are such a cutie!!! I love your costume ^^

(I miss you on MSN ;__; )

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saniika In reply to Quantum-Mechanics [2010-05-21 12:22:57 +0000 UTC]

I also love my costume! xD haha

(I dont have much time lately to go to msn - exam period in full bloom sorry)

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Quantum-Mechanics In reply to saniika [2010-05-21 16:44:33 +0000 UTC]

Awww ;___; Well I wish you all the luck in the world with them!!! I am sure you will PWN!!

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SailorChaos [2010-05-21 01:52:14 +0000 UTC]

You're so cute Saniika! XD

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saniika In reply to SailorChaos [2010-05-21 12:21:54 +0000 UTC]

Oh, indeed I am - cant you see? That awkward smile, totally lovely - I am cute in a special creepy way ;D

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SailorChaos In reply to saniika [2010-05-27 00:41:31 +0000 UTC]

Not creepy cute! Sassy cute. ^_^

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YoukaiYume [2010-05-21 01:37:24 +0000 UTC]

Aawww, how cute. I'll take a couple of those happy stars plz 8D

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saniika In reply to YoukaiYume [2010-05-21 12:21:06 +0000 UTC]

NO! All mine! Not gonna give! Creepy stars are exusively mine! ..................but, since I negotiate for me so generously (and my family is very grateful) I shall think of borrowing them to you (every time youll need them.)

thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

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FeelingVeryLucky [2010-05-21 00:44:46 +0000 UTC]

Interesting... You look nervous, even though you're smiling... Lol, you're shaking and sweating!! XD

I like how you went outside the "Vocaloid fashion" that's common among Vocaloid OCs. Your voca-self looks like a traveler to me for some reason. Maybe it's the layering... The little stars next to you are cute, especially that one with the wide eyes and single large tooth. :D. I'm curious: why the shadow of the cow to the left (if it's actually a cow)?

Gosh, every time you do a meme, I want to do it, too... Though I still have the Zodiac ID to make and the Character meme to fill out... XD;;

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saniika In reply to FeelingVeryLucky [2010-05-21 12:30:35 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I am not a sporty person (I used to love swimming but =u=; haha)

Originally I wanted to stay in vocaloid fashion sense, but kinda went away in the process, when I thought to dress my body in appropriate way.
Now when youre saying it! I kinda look like... cowgirl? In that sense you were right with the cow in the shadow behind - its kinda demonic cow with 2 pairs of horns. (like my maskot...)

This was not a meme in real sense I say put it on your list? XD No pressure on yourself! Have fun, thats about it!

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FeelingVeryLucky In reply to FeelingVeryLucky [2010-05-21 00:46:00 +0000 UTC]

Ah, sorry about the bold lettering... Total accident.

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AylaElphabaMidna [2010-05-21 00:10:19 +0000 UTC]

Awesome! I love the outfit and the purple-ish hair!

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saniika In reply to AylaElphabaMidna [2010-05-21 12:10:41 +0000 UTC]

Its kinda the same color as my real hair, but probably not exactly the same - this paper doesnt allow to layer many colors, thus its harder to acchieve darker tones.

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AylaElphabaMidna In reply to saniika [2010-05-21 16:50:45 +0000 UTC]

Looks cool!

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yodeladyhoo [2010-05-21 00:04:02 +0000 UTC]

I wonder more about the shadow that you are casting. I like the little shimmy lines around the elbow and knees.

I tried my hand at self-portraiture and thought it came out rather well, for my attempts at line-art. But, this isn't me bragging.

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saniika In reply to yodeladyhoo [2010-05-21 12:09:40 +0000 UTC]

The shimmy lines express that I am in awkward position and am shaking (like too much fitness)

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GreenSprite [2010-05-20 23:53:42 +0000 UTC]

I really really love the way you're experimenting with styles lately! Such a rich image. And drawing oneself realistically is hard - I very rarely try, and I'm always scared of the results

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saniika In reply to GreenSprite [2010-05-21 12:08:38 +0000 UTC]

Actually I am kinda hesitating to draw at all. Its hard to explain... but I am glad you like it
(trying realistic is good and fun - when you have a model)

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Shel-chan [2010-05-20 22:52:43 +0000 UTC]

You don't look that fat IRL!!! DDD: yes, chubby X3
But else than that, the picture is awesome - as usual :3 and the coloring is... AWW *w* and the stars are creepy, but they look funny, I like them

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saniika In reply to Shel-chan [2010-05-20 23:16:02 +0000 UTC]

o.o ehm, you mean the drawing is too fat? D: I dont think so... I like it~ xD (did i misunderstood it?)
Creepy stars are mine - just imagine I would have such cute Star like in petsociety when you send a gift. It WOULDNT fit me
(I am too creepy for that...)

LOL what an icon XD

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Shel-chan In reply to saniika [2010-05-20 23:23:48 +0000 UTC]

Yep! Exactly that :<
LOL. They are awesome! and they totally do fit you IMHO

>X3

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Shel-chan In reply to Shel-chan [2010-05-20 22:52:56 +0000 UTC]

first comment, yay!

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saniika In reply to Shel-chan [2010-05-21 12:07:10 +0000 UTC]

LOL

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