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Hurr durr, it took me whole week while making this >< i wanted it to be perfect, more I want Sousuke to be perfect! Mwahahahahaaa~

"My pet" short story~ TURN YOUR SELF AROUND if OC pairing makes your heart bleed. :<

    Air was quite calm and peaceful even it was long past the midday already. If course people were doing their familiar jobs and the Seireitei’s roads weren’t empty but it was still quiet. Well, maybe the reason was because of small wind and the porch or balcony where I had placed on myself, sitting on my knees watching past the Seireitei. I had to admit, the squad four’s headquarters where the best ones, at least where I was with Unohana taichou. Normally I would be enjoying my tee here with Taichou but she wasn’t here now, she was in her duty. I was taking a break, well I wasn’t doing by my own choice, well technically I was because I had been my fault to het injured but yeah, Unohana taichou didn’t let me start working yet.

Even my injuries had been healed completely the mental pain and shock stayed in the body quite a while. I would have liked to get back to my vice-captain duties but Unohana had insisted me to take at least three days off. So here I was, watching and colleting my little pieces from the quest I had been doing with two rookies. I couldn’t let them go alone; they would have been dead without me. It should have been just normal mission without them screwing it up, little pussies that they were. I couldn’t blame them but I did feel mad inside myself, they should have listened me even if they were scared. I couldn’t stand people like that; they froze in the middle of attack and didn’t do anything until I pulled them out of the way.

    “Aah...” I moaned when I pressed my hand in to too tight fist, it was painful. I still had my forehead, left hand and stomach patched up. It had been just normal day, with normal mission. There had been unusually high activity in Forest of Menos. It would have been easy task too, but one of the rookies had slipped his foot and dropped down to ground from the high tree, I wonder how did he even survive that drop down. Thank Goddess to him there hadn’t been anything to eat him right away; to be exact the whole forest had been really peaceful. After collecting enough data second had come across small Gillian, nothing special easy to take out, of course it wasn’t done proper way and it collected the attention of the bigger ones. Those creatures crept me out every time, I hadn’t used to them, and I never will. There was no point to start slaughtering them; I wanted to leave them alone.

  But those rookies had been frozen to their spot and didn’t move even I yelled at them. Only when I pushed other one aside and reflected zero away they notice to start running. Well, it didn’t go well either, we ended up meeting group of hollows too, not those normal ones but more intelligent. I got slammed to the tree pretty hard hitting my head and tasting blood in my mouth. Still I got up every time to save those two, I didn’t want to give and I wasn’t going to give. I had broken my hand with my cut forehead, sore chin and bruised torso, well this wasn’t enough. We ended up getting ambushed by those Gillians; last good memory that I had from that night was seeing those rookies’ shocked faces and turning my heels to face Gillian. After that I only saw red bright light after that huge shock wave going through my body dropping me on the ground on my knees finally falling on my face.

  I heard screams calling for my name, also screams of no hope and about dying. This all was a blur, small hazy memory in my mind. I even thought I was dead already. But then I felt something that made me believe I was alive still, this strong familiar Reiatsu surround me, us. I think I even smiled at bit, I felt I mad and sad same time, even shamed.When he picked me up from the bloody sand, I felt bad. I had fought him just before I had left, he didn’t want me to go, he had been really clear about it. He said I should have send someone else or taken someone more capable of fighting. But I wanted to take rookies, because I wanted them to have experience. Just like I had been taken and showed a lot and thought things.

  I could only imagine his face, his soft lips pressed to thin line with the sad face he had, the worry in his eyes that was only shown for me, not to anyone else. I had to admit he was quite hard to read when he was his real self. But after all these years working with him to walk with him and to work with him, I had learned to do it. Not his game mask, as I called his fake self. I think it was too nice anyways. Maybe I was sick and twisted myself too for liking from someone like him. Even I never agreed with his plans that he had told me, I still never turned him away or told anyone, was I stupid? I think I was, and I still am. Since the first time I met him, while being in training in the squad four while I was still in the academy. I saw him, I was introduce to him, I saw it, that real peek of himself behind his glasses, and he knew I that I saw him.

  I think he had had different plans for me first, most likely trying to find more about my brother’s research through me. But he never got that information; still he had wanted to work with me. And well I still was mad at him, for what he did for Shinji and others. Making my brother get banned from Soul society, but knew he was alright and everything was well with the others too. He knew I was mad; he even tried to calm me, lots of times. I did my best to stay away from him. But I failed. Even now, I was carried safety in his arms, been saved by him…

  I had woken up in squad four’s headquarters. From the porch, where I was sitting now, I was alone. I was so mad at myself, tears started to pour out of my eyes. I was happy that I was alone so none would see or hear my sobbing. I wasn’t person to show feelings around others, I had become cold in the academy, people back stabbing me. Most of them got upset when I was offered vice-captain seat after my graduating. My side didn’t let me get up, I had lost quite big piece of it, well now I was healed. But the shock remained in the body. I had been asleep at least for a day. Someone had brought food for me, small tray next to futon. I hadn’t felt like eating but I still had to. I got tired of staying still; I stood up slowly and took the tray. At least other were acting normally, greeting me and asking how I was feeling. I went to medical quarters to get my bandages taken off. Unohana-taichou was happy to see me doing better; she said I had been lucky, I could have lost half of my body if I hadn’t dogged in time.

    “Aizen-taichou was worried, he found you in time. You were in really bad shape, only moment longer and you have died.”

    “Mmm… Did the rookies come home in one piece?”

    “Hai, they did, thanks to you Sanami-san. You are lucky to be in Aizen-taichou’s favor.” She smiled her normal warm smile; her
voice was calm and comforting.

    “I guess so,” I tried my best to smile back. Well, I couldn’t say it would be a good thing, but I guess the protection and attention I got wasn’t that bad either. I got up from the nursing bed,

    “And one more thing Sanami-san,” She took small parcel from her sleeve and opened it. It was my vice-captain badge.

    “Oh, I thought it was lost to Forest of Menos.”

    “Other rookie had it, she found it from the ground and have it to me when they returned.” She came next to me and tied it around my arm.

    “Domo, Unohana-sama,”

    “Now, go and rest. Even your body is healed your soul needs to heal.”

    “I promise taichou.”

    I was left on the bed watching outside to sunlight after she had left the room. I stood up on the cool tile floor, I didn’t have my gates. I felt better to walk bare feet every time I was hurt, the energy of nature was healing so I had better touch with it without shoes. I let my mid go blank and let my feet carry me where they wanted. I found myself from the forest line, place where I found peace and calmness in stress full days. It reminded me from home, I missed home; I always wondered how my life would have been if I haven’t come to Academy and followed my brother. I followed the tree line to small bath leading in to forest. After while it ended to small hill. Wind was cool; trees had started to turn different colors of fall. You could smell the change in the wind. I had always loved fall and winter, it gave me peace. I didn’t mind the cold weather or the darkness of the night. I found my light always in the dark.

  I closed my kimono jacket and lied back to grass. It was quiet and peace full.

    *Crack* I heard branch snap broken in the woods. I stood up and turned around,
    “Dare?”
    “Gomenasai vice-captain Urahara-san, I didn’t mean to disturb your peace,” small shadow stepped behind the tree; it was Gin, that small boy, who had been promoted to be vice-captain of fifth division. He gave me creeps always; I didn’t know what I was about him. He seemed as sneaky as Aizen-taichou. He called himself a snake, cold and senseless but I saw something in his eyes time to time, sadness and worry. He didn’t seem as cold as he always said and acted.
    “Aizen-taichou has requested your presence Sanami-san,”
    “Oh…” He stepped next to me and warped his hand around my waist, before I had even time to ask what was going on, he fast stepped to fifth division’s headquarters. I still had my mouth open, how did this small boy take me here so fast, why did he bother at all. I could have done it myself. Walking front of captain’s door I felt my knees getting weak, it was always. That man, I don’t know what it was, that strong woman with stern face was broken away every time. He broke through my shield, even only standing presence of his reiatsu made my heart beat rise.
    “Please get inside, he’s waiting for you,” that small man smiled at me with his sneaky smile. Giving me goosebumps all over, he pulled the door open and pushed me in closing the door behind me. I stumbled inside the room almost falling on my face. For a kid he had awful lot of force. Or maybe it was just me.

~~

      “Domo Sanami-chan, I’m sorry to bother you this late time,” He turned to face me and smiled his dump smile.
    “I just wanted to see how you are healing up, quite well I see,” he smirked and it brought up his real smile. I sat down on my knees behind him keeping my face to the floor, I didn’t want to face him and I wasn’t ready. After all I had acted like a small child and even yelled at him, he had been quite surprised that I had let myself go that way. I bowed down,
    “Gomenasai, Aizen-taichou,”
    “What are you apologizing for?”
    “For my actions, I acted stupid and I didn’t listen to you,” my voice was about to crack. I was mad at myself; I lifted my upper body from the floor and squeezed my hakama into my fists.
    “It’s alright Sanami-chan,” he sounded more like himself now, his was deep and calm, smooth as silk, almost purring. It had been while since I had heard him with that voice, well after he had caused my brother’s cast from Seireitei I had been avoiding him. And after he became a captain it had been bit easier, not seeing he in vice-captain meetings, but I always found his eyes clocked on me in captain meetings. Well when Unohana wanted me to come along. But here I was, inside four walls with him. He put down his pencil and finished writing his reports. He took his glasses off and placed them on the table and scratched his head. He stood up and I followed him, slowly he turned around and walked towards me but he stopped meter away from me. I kept my gaze towards the floor, my heart was beating faster and my hands were getting sweaty. He took my hand and pulled me against him.

  Even I didn’t admit it to myself, I liked it. He was warm, he was always warm, he’s scent was so good it made my mind hazy, his voice, deep purr every time he talked to me made my heart stop.

    “You know that I don’t like it when you don’t look at me,” he was soft but commanding in the same time. He brushed his fingers up my arm to my shoulder, to my neck up to my chin. He placed his long slender fingers on my jaw and pulled it up so he could see my face. He was man with few words; even if he did care he never would have said anything like others. He had his own ways to show his feelings and thoughts. I couldn’t really explain his eyes; they were same time soft and lust full, same time quite evil and cold, maybe distant. But every time I saw them, they made my heart jump in to my throat. Even just when his skin came contact with mine made heat rise in my cheeks and my blood flow faster.
    “Gomenne,” I whispered. He gently brushed his thumb across my jaw line, he smiled. He was happy to see my face; even it had few bruisers still. He leaned over me, making me feel smaller than I already did. He was the only man who made me feel weak and helpless. He was getting closer; he was only few centimeters away from my face. He’s eyes moved up and down my features stopping at my lips.

    “Taichou...” I said with quiet whisper.
    “Nani?” He purred.
    “Atash-“

AND there we go :3 sorry i had to make bit mean end to that. Everyone can thin of what happeneed~

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Hurr durr, it took me whole week while making this >< i wanted it to be perfect, more I want Sousuke to be perfect! Mwahahahahaaa~

"My pet" short story~ TURN YOUR SELF AROUND if OC pairing makes your heart bleed. :<

    Air was quite calm and peaceful even it was long past the midday already. If course people were doing their familiar jobs and the Seireitei’s roads weren’t empty but it was still quiet. Well, maybe the reason was because of small wind and the porch or balcony where I had placed on myself, sitting on my knees watching past the Seireitei. I had to admit, the squad four’s headquarters where the best ones, at least where I was with Unohana taichou. Normally I would be enjoying my tee here with Taichou but she wasn’t here now, she was in her duty. I was taking a break, well I wasn’t doing by my own choice, well technically I was because I had been my fault to het injured but yeah, Unohana taichou didn’t let me start working yet.

Even my injuries had been healed completely the mental pain and shock stayed in the body quite a while. I would have liked to get back to my vice-captain duties but Unohana had insisted me to take at least three days off. So here I was, watching and colleting my little pieces from the quest I had been doing with two rookies. I couldn’t let them go alone; they would have been dead without me. It should have been just normal mission without them screwing it up, little pussies that they were. I couldn’t blame them but I did feel mad inside myself, they should have listened me even if they were scared. I couldn’t stand people like that; they froze in the middle of attack and didn’t do anything until I pulled them out of the way.

    “Aah...” I moaned when I pressed my hand in to too tight fist, it was painful. I still had my forehead, left hand and stomach patched up. It had been just normal day, with normal mission. There had been unusually high activity in Forest of Menos. It would have been easy task too, but one of the rookies had slipped his foot and dropped down to ground from the high tree, I wonder how did he even survive that drop down. Thank Goddess to him there hadn’t been anything to eat him right away; to be exact the whole forest had been really peaceful. After collecting enough data second had come across small Gillian, nothing special easy to take out, of course it wasn’t done proper way and it collected the attention of the bigger ones. Those creatures crept me out every time, I hadn’t used to them, and I never will. There was no point to start slaughtering them; I wanted to leave them alone.

  But those rookies had been frozen to their spot and didn’t move even I yelled at them. Only when I pushed other one aside and reflected zero away they notice to start running. Well, it didn’t go well either, we ended up meeting group of hollows too, not those normal ones but more intelligent. I got slammed to the tree pretty hard hitting my head and tasting blood in my mouth. Still I got up every time to save those two, I didn’t want to give and I wasn’t going to give. I had broken my hand with my cut forehead, sore chin and bruised torso, well this wasn’t enough. We ended up getting ambushed by those Gillians; last good memory that I had from that night was seeing those rookies’ shocked faces and turning my heels to face Gillian. After that I only saw red bright light after that huge shock wave going through my body dropping me on the ground on my knees finally falling on my face.

  I heard screams calling for my name, also screams of no hope and about dying. This all was a blur, small hazy memory in my mind. I even thought I was dead already. But then I felt something that made me believe I was alive still, this strong familiar Reiatsu surround me, us. I think I even smiled at bit, I felt I mad and sad same time, even shamed.When he picked me up from the bloody sand, I felt bad. I had fought him just before I had left, he didn’t want me to go, he had been really clear about it. He said I should have send someone else or taken someone more capable of fighting. But I wanted to take rookies, because I wanted them to have experience. Just like I had been taken and showed a lot and thought things.

  I could only imagine his face, his soft lips pressed to thin line with the sad face he had, the worry in his eyes that was only shown for me, not to anyone else. I had to admit he was quite hard to read when he was his real self. But after all these years working with him to walk with him and to work with him, I had learned to do it. Not his game mask, as I called his fake self. I think it was too nice anyways. Maybe I was sick and twisted myself too for liking from someone like him. Even I never agreed with his plans that he had told me, I still never turned him away or told anyone, was I stupid? I think I was, and I still am. Since the first time I met him, while being in training in the squad four while I was still in the academy. I saw him, I was introduce to him, I saw it, that real peek of himself behind his glasses, and he knew I that I saw him.

  I think he had had different plans for me first, most likely trying to find more about my brother’s research through me. But he never got that information; still he had wanted to work with me. And well I still was mad at him, for what he did for Shinji and others. Making my brother get banned from Soul society, but knew he was alright and everything was well with the others too. He knew I was mad; he even tried to calm me, lots of times. I did my best to stay away from him. But I failed. Even now, I was carried safety in his arms, been saved by him…

  I had woken up in squad four’s headquarters. From the porch, where I was sitting now, I was alone. I was so mad at myself, tears started to pour out of my eyes. I was happy that I was alone so none would see or hear my sobbing. I wasn’t person to show feelings around others, I had become cold in the academy, people back stabbing me. Most of them got upset when I was offered vice-captain seat after my graduating. My side didn’t let me get up, I had lost quite big piece of it, well now I was healed. But the shock remained in the body. I had been asleep at least for a day. Someone had brought food for me, small tray next to futon. I hadn’t felt like eating but I still had to. I got tired of staying still; I stood up slowly and took the tray. At least other were acting normally, greeting me and asking how I was feeling. I went to medical quarters to get my bandages taken off. Unohana-taichou was happy to see me doing better; she said I had been lucky, I could have lost half of my body if I hadn’t dogged in time.

    “Aizen-taichou was worried, he found you in time. You were in really bad shape, only moment longer and you have died.”

    “Mmm… Did the rookies come home in one piece?”

    “Hai, they did, thanks to you Sanami-san. You are lucky to be in Aizen-taichou’s favor.” She smiled her normal warm smile; her
voice was calm and comforting.

    “I guess so,” I tried my best to smile back. Well, I couldn’t say it would be a good thing, but I guess the protection and attention I got wasn’t that bad either. I got up from the nursing bed,

    “And one more thing Sanami-san,” She took small parcel from her sleeve and opened it. It was my vice-captain badge.

    “Oh, I thought it was lost to Forest of Menos.”

    “Other rookie had it, she found it from the ground and have it to me when they returned.” She came next to me and tied it around my arm.

    “Domo, Unohana-sama,”

    “Now, go and rest. Even your body is healed your soul needs to heal.”

    “I promise taichou.”

    I was left on the bed watching outside to sunlight after she had left the room. I stood up on the cool tile floor, I didn’t have my gates. I felt better to walk bare feet every time I was hurt, the energy of nature was healing so I had better touch with it without shoes. I let my mid go blank and let my feet carry me where they wanted. I found myself from the forest line, place where I found peace and calmness in stress full days. It reminded me from home, I missed home; I always wondered how my life would have been if I haven’t come to Academy and followed my brother. I followed the tree line to small bath leading in to forest. After while it ended to small hill. Wind was cool; trees had started to turn different colors of fall. You could smell the change in the wind. I had always loved fall and winter, it gave me peace. I didn’t mind the cold weather or the darkness of the night. I found my light always in the dark.

  I closed my kimono jacket and lied back to grass. It was quiet and peace full.

    *Crack* I heard branch snap broken in the woods. I stood up and turned around,
    “Dare?”
    “Gomenasai vice-captain Urahara-san, I didn’t mean to disturb your peace,” small shadow stepped behind the tree; it was Gin, that small boy, who had been promoted to be vice-captain of fifth division. He gave me creeps always; I didn’t know what I was about him. He seemed as sneaky as Aizen-taichou. He called himself a snake, cold and senseless but I saw something in his eyes time to time, sadness and worry. He didn’t seem as cold as he always said and acted.
    “Aizen-taichou has requested your presence Sanami-san,”
    “Oh…” He stepped next to me and warped his hand around my waist, before I had even time to ask what was going on, he fast stepped to fifth division’s headquarters. I still had my mouth open, how did this small boy take me here so fast, why did he bother at all. I could have done it myself. Walking front of captain’s door I felt my knees getting weak, it was always. That man, I don’t know what it was, that strong woman with stern face was broken away every time. He broke through my shield, even only standing presence of his reiatsu made my heart beat rise.
    “Please get inside, he’s waiting for you,” that small man smiled at me with his sneaky smile. Giving me goosebumps all over, he pulled the door open and pushed me in closing the door behind me. I stumbled inside the room almost falling on my face. For a kid he had awful lot of force. Or maybe it was just me.

~~

      “Domo Sanami-chan, I’m sorry to bother you this late time,” He turned to face me and smiled his dump smile.
    “I just wanted to see how you are healing up, quite well I see,” he smirked and it brought up his real smile. I sat down on my knees behind him keeping my face to the floor, I didn’t want to face him and I wasn’t ready. After all I had acted like a small child and even yelled at him, he had been quite surprised that I had let myself go that way. I bowed down,
    “Gomenasai, Aizen-taichou,”
    “What are you apologizing for?”
    “For my actions, I acted stupid and I didn’t listen to you,” my voice was about to crack. I was mad at myself; I lifted my upper body from the floor and squeezed my hakama into my fists.
    “It’s alright Sanami-chan,” he sounded more like himself now, his was deep and calm, smooth as silk, almost purring. It had been while since I had heard him with that voice, well after he had caused my brother’s cast from Seireitei I had been avoiding him. And after he became a captain it had been bit easier, not seeing he in vice-captain meetings, but I always found his eyes clocked on me in captain meetings. Well when Unohana wanted me to come along. But here I was, inside four walls with him. He put down his pencil and finished writing his reports. He took his glasses off and placed them on the table and scratched his head. He stood up and I followed him, slowly he turned around and walked towards me but he stopped meter away from me. I kept my gaze towards the floor, my heart was beating faster and my hands were getting sweaty. He took my hand and pulled me against him.

  Even I didn’t admit it to myself, I liked it. He was warm, he was always warm, he’s scent was so good it made my mind hazy, his voice, deep purr every time he talked to me made my heart stop.

    “You know that I don’t like it when you don’t look at me,” he was soft but commanding in the same time. He brushed his fingers up my arm to my shoulder, to my neck up to my chin. He placed his long slender fingers on my jaw and pulled it up so he could see my face. He was man with few words; even if he did care he never would have said anything like others. He had his own ways to show his feelings and thoughts. I couldn’t really explain his eyes; they were same time soft and lust full, same time quite evil and cold, maybe distant. But every time I saw them, they made my heart jump in to my throat. Even just when his skin came contact with mine made heat rise in my cheeks and my blood flow faster.
    “Gomenne,” I whispered. He gently brushed his thumb across my jaw line, he smiled. He was happy to see my face; even it had few bruisers still. He leaned over me, making me feel smaller than I already did. He was the only man who made me feel weak and helpless. He was getting closer; he was only few centimeters away from my face. He’s eyes moved up and down my features stopping at my lips.

    “Taichou...” I said with quiet whisper.
    “Nani?” He purred.
    “Atash-“

AND there we go :3 sorry i had to make bit mean end to that. Everyone can thin of what happeneed~