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Sasurealian β The Death of Me
Published: 2012-09-27 04:32:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 3456; Favourites: 216; Downloads: 109
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I cry into my sheetsAnd cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead
Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo
You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain
I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care
If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way
No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same
This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again
I scream at you now
And you're never there
It's come to the point
Where I'm pulling out my hair
And some nights I bleed
I don't know why
Please can't you help me!
I don't want to die!
These tears that I'm crying
They won't go away
Don't you love me?
If you do, won't you stay?
By the end of the night
I am fast asleep
But my dreams are nightmares
Which is why I weep
In the mist of my agony
And in this terrible pain
Something so horrid
Which I cannot explain
You are the reason
Why I can't breathe
You are everything
But you're also meβ¦
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Aww ;; thank you!
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Lol, you're welcome!
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Woah! That ending felt like walking into a brick wall.
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Omg Dx Yea, I wanted it to have that feeling to it
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I really miss you ;;
How are you?
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this kinda relates to my last journal entry..... i`m not acting like myself lately, and this poem , i can relate
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Oh gosh....really? I hope a lot of people can understand and relate to this x.o
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You did a good job with this poem... A+
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Oh gosh, thank you!
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Oh you brighten up my day. But that's just the light reflecting off that golden hair of yours. So don't you be pulling it. >.> I was thinking earlier about if I should ease off a little and not comment on every last thing since I've made my thoughts on you fairly clear at this point but you seem to enjoy it and your photos and poems never disappoint, so I guess I have to deliver too.
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Oh ;; well, it makes me happy to know you like my poetry too xD I mean, it is different I guess. Although I have always loved writing since I was little. 8D I really do enjoy it. Thank you. :3
Also, what can I call you by?
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You have a beautiful mind too. I wonder if I'd appreciate that film more now. I watched it eleven years ago and thought it was absolute tripe. But I thought the same of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, but I watched the other month and thought it was great... Ermm... You're welcome!
Feel free to call me Master.
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i got something to read when depressed now 
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Omg that is horrible Dx But for some odd reason I found it funny xD;
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;-; oh gosh i hope not!
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i just can't get over him
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This words of yours feels very real even to me on the other side of the world behind a computer, i like how it gave me a very real taste of a lingering pain and a feeling of beeing trapt in myself... very relateble. Its good very good, possibly because the honesty behind it. Maybe it was good you wrote it late at night since honesty is one of the bieffects of insomnia, then again so is depression hehe guess its a to edged sword.
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Oh wow thank you ;^; Yea, I can't explain it, but I think the biggest fight people face today is the fight they have with themselves. So I wrote this....and in a way I think a lot of people can relate in a way. I know i can..
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Yes I belive so too and thats a fight you cant win..... Or loose for matter, sooo..... thats good... I think, I guess you just need remember that the sun is not gone during a cloudy day you just cant see it
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This is great! If I had even the faintest bit of talent, this text could have come from me a couple of months ago, well done
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Oh gosh Dx are you alright now?
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Indeed, I feel better now, thank you so much for asking!
But I still remember the feeling very well and try not to relaps into old habits.
And I hope, you currently don't feel too bad either? I just can tell (as stupid, as this sounds...); it'll pass
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Wow, you're good xD Well, I am doing alright. I have my days, but today isn't hopefully one of those days. x.o
I hope you're alright. :3 That matters more ^^
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Tattoos are a hell of a drug.....
wait wut XD
Besides that random comment I just made ^^ I think this is lovely!
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xDD thats what one of my friends said too xD
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xD oh why thank you. Well, I dunno about genius but xD Okay :3
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This is really really good! I love the honesty and conciseness, truly captures a war inside.
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Oh thank you. Yea, there were some parts I feared I was messing up, but then it turned out good in the end xD Thankfully
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Hmmm that was very good, parts of it I can relate to, due to me screwing up everything with the person I cared about.
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=/ Oh gosh....I think that seems to happen a lot. I have had that happen too Dx
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Oh wow! Great job! i love the pattern and the end was different. Wasn't expecting that one haha
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