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schoolyardpanic — Your Only Son
Published: 2007-02-28 22:45:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 81; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Description Dear Mom,
Im sorry to sound so formal, with how this might be phrased.
Im trying to put it simply, despite how heavy this pen weighs.
Ive done alot of thinking, in these days that turn so fast.
Ive found myself reflecting, on me and yourses past.
Ill come to some conclusions, before this letters done.
Like im more sure then ever, that Im your only son.

I know that i have brothers, who im sure miss you the same.
But you and i are different, it is us that cant be tamed.
I wonder if you miss me, in that trailer across state.
Do you ever think about me? Or has this letter come to late.
I spent some time at our old adress, the one which we called home.
I found no hints of why you left, as i sat there all alone.
I screamed and yelled at empty rooms, and newly painted walls.
I asked them why you ran away, and why you havent called.

I wandered to the backyard, where we had our trampoline.
I sat upon that cold cement, where i once scraped my knee.
I peered over our fences, I wondered if the neighbors know.
Or if they chose to forget about us, and that for sale sign on our home.
I thought of all our memories, of smiles of laughs of fun.
As i sat there exhausted from my tears, me your only son.

I wonder if your happy, beneath your drugs and makeup.
I wonder when i got to bed, if youll be there when i wakeup.
I wonder everyday now, If you have given in.
Or if your fighting everyday, to not let the drugs win.

Lately ive had nightmares, in which we finally meet again.
I stummble in to find you, an empty suit of skin.

I am so sad and bitter, as to why you had to run.
I hope someday ill forgive you,

                                                me... your only son.
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Comments: 3

DrOwNeD-iN-sIlEnCe [2007-04-05 18:37:19 +0000 UTC]

I cried too...accept for that I'm speechless. My goes out to you hun...

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starlitxdisaster [2007-03-04 01:48:55 +0000 UTC]

It's sad, but it has a special essence to it. Do what you think's right. If sending it would help you forgive, maybe it's the right thing to do?

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Dragonofthefayth [2007-03-01 19:58:42 +0000 UTC]

This... made me cry.
I miss you my friend and I only wish the best for you, wherever your life leads you.

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