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ScryeB — I'm Lost but You're Here
Published: 2011-04-02 03:22:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 191; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 6
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I'm losing the ability to be happy…Nothing this past month has made me happy…
Nothing… everything brings me sadness…
I've begun to realize when I'm happy…
Everyone suffers…
And when everyone is happy…
I must suffer…
Why can't anyone allow me my happiness…
Why must they have the urge to destroy it and make me suffer…
This is a cruel world…
Everyone deserves to die…
First I lose my friends…
Then I lose the one I love…
I've already lost myself…
WHAT MORE DO YOU PEOPLE WANT!
The reason for my existence seems to just make others happy… but to never have my own.
Fuck them, I hate it when I see their smiles… their happiness…
Except for one person…
When they smile… it's like the world stopped and that's all that matters…
Even though there is some strain…
She still continues to care…
And will always be there for me…
Even though I make her sad sometimes, which kills me…
I'm glad she's there…
I don't think I could handle all this without her…
She keeps me going when I'm beginning to feel I have nothing left…
She is my everything…
My world…
I owe her so much and there is only so little I can give back…
I want to look at her beauty til I go blind…
I want to hear her voice til I go deaf…
I want to talk to her everyday til I go mute…
I will continue to love her til my heart stops beating…
Thank you… You've saved me in so many ways…
And even if it doesn't seem like your efforts are helping…
Keep this in mind…
I'm still here…
I love you… Mon petit chaton…
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Comments: 3
Thanks and sorry for snapping at you about it earlier.
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