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Are you scared for me mommy?

Are you frightened by my dark mind?

Does my knowledge scare you mommy?

A knowledge that’s origin is untraced

One that comes from an imagination

A dark…cruel…sad imagination I could say

Mommy don’t look at me like that

Your eyes look sad and ghostly

Like a dying willow in an empty field

A world of black and white…so painfully lonely

Oh mommy are you hiding something?

The way you stare at that torn up photograph

Stop staring at it now please I beg you

Who is he?

Now your room is locked up and I’m alone in the kitchen

Staring out the window, waiting for you to come out

Maybe you’ll give me a hug when you come out

Maybe you’ll smile at me

That’ll make it all worth it…mommy do I make you happy?

Why are you so frightened at me?

I love you even if you are queer…do you love me?

Now you come out of your room and give me a small smile

And you walk out the door with some finality

I suddenly know that you have left me…something tells me that

Mommy why are you leaving me?

Now I’m just a little girl stuck in her cruel world

My dark sad mind cannot grasp this…

Mommy

Please stay…I love you.

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Are you scared for me mommy?

Are you frightened by my dark mind?

Does my knowledge scare you mommy?

A knowledge that’s origin is untraced

One that comes from an imagination

A dark…cruel…sad imagination I could say

Mommy don’t look at me like that

Your eyes look sad and ghostly

Like a dying willow in an empty field

A world of black and white…so painfully lonely

Oh mommy are you hiding something?

The way you stare at that torn up photograph

Stop staring at it now please I beg you

Who is he?

Now your room is locked up and I’m alone in the kitchen

Staring out the window, waiting for you to come out

Maybe you’ll give me a hug when you come out

Maybe you’ll smile at me

That’ll make it all worth it…mommy do I make you happy?

Why are you so frightened at me?

I love you even if you are queer…do you love me?

Now you come out of your room and give me a small smile

And you walk out the door with some finality

I suddenly know that you have left me…something tells me that

Mommy why are you leaving me?

Now I’m just a little girl stuck in her cruel world

My dark sad mind cannot grasp this…

Mommy

Please stay…I love you.