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So this is the last thing that came out of Enviro today. Or technically, the class prior.

Anyway, this is something that I draw kind of a lot. I've been drawing it for years now. Well, most of it. I added a nine sided star to it in sophomore year for personal reasons.

Well, what people were never told is that this is the closest I've ever come to drawing out what my dear "brother" looks like.

In sixth grade I had a dream where I was walking through a sea of black. It was one of my moments. Well, as I walked along, I came up to a cage. Inside was an inferno curling over itself and into the sky. I'm partially colorblind, and let me tell you, this was one bitching rainbow column of fire. As I approached, I heard the same-as-ever voice calling from in the cage. The flames opened to reveal a smiling visage through cracking embers. It was anything but happy. It was sinister. I knew that whatever it was, it was cruel. And more than anything I knew that it was what had plagued me.

Ever since, I'd started drawing different variations of this smile on stuff. Homework, sticky-notes, binders, everything. I think my friend Bekah was the first to see it in my current friends circle. But she never asked the significance of it. It's grown over the years. As mentioned before, I added a nine sided star on the forehead to represent the nine I held close to me. I kept numbers at various points in another mess of symbolism too, but yeah.

Today though, the person sitting next to me said that star looked bland. So in sticking with the sinister look, I put in a pentagram. It still looked empty, so I added my namesake numbers, 2021, at the points. Yes, those numbers are indeed important. Don't ask me what they mean. But since the top still looked boring, I put "Infamy" above it because I was listening to Infamy by Jackal Queenston, and... The word sounded like it would fit in context I guess.

Well, saw it for the first time today, and the only thing he said was, "Upload that shit."

So, consider shit uploaded.

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So this is the last thing that came out of Enviro today. Or technically, the class prior.

Anyway, this is something that I draw kind of a lot. I've been drawing it for years now. Well, most of it. I added a nine sided star to it in sophomore year for personal reasons.

Well, what people were never told is that this is the closest I've ever come to drawing out what my dear "brother" looks like.

In sixth grade I had a dream where I was walking through a sea of black. It was one of my moments. Well, as I walked along, I came up to a cage. Inside was an inferno curling over itself and into the sky. I'm partially colorblind, and let me tell you, this was one bitching rainbow column of fire. As I approached, I heard the same-as-ever voice calling from in the cage. The flames opened to reveal a smiling visage through cracking embers. It was anything but happy. It was sinister. I knew that whatever it was, it was cruel. And more than anything I knew that it was what had plagued me.

Ever since, I'd started drawing different variations of this smile on stuff. Homework, sticky-notes, binders, everything. I think my friend Bekah was the first to see it in my current friends circle. But she never asked the significance of it. It's grown over the years. As mentioned before, I added a nine sided star on the forehead to represent the nine I held close to me. I kept numbers at various points in another mess of symbolism too, but yeah.

Today though, the person sitting next to me said that star looked bland. So in sticking with the sinister look, I put in a pentagram. It still looked empty, so I added my namesake numbers, 2021, at the points. Yes, those numbers are indeed important. Don't ask me what they mean. But since the top still looked boring, I put "Infamy" above it because I was listening to Infamy by Jackal Queenston, and... The word sounded like it would fit in context I guess.

Well, saw it for the first time today, and the only thing he said was, "Upload that shit."

So, consider shit uploaded.