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Published: 2013-03-07 22:11:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 192; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 0
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Description Past boyfriends...past friends...they all seemed like they were true and cared about me...
But in the end they all were fake...

It has been two years since high school...two years since I decided to leave behind my "best friends"...people I had been so close to and they knew me for so long and knew everything about me...and in the end they hurt me...called me names...

Now I am lost...I am always afraid that anyone new I meet will do the same thing...that I will finally trust them and they will be fake...they will turn against me...

Always afraid that their love only exists when they are around me...that when I turn away they don't really like me...

So afraid of being loved...
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Comments: 8

SAPPHIRE-PELT [2013-03-08 01:33:26 +0000 UTC]

True dat!!

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E-l-i-k-i-t-e-r-u [2013-03-07 22:43:22 +0000 UTC]

I'm the same way. I'm cautious with people now. <:/

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Senlea In reply to E-l-i-k-i-t-e-r-u [2013-03-07 22:44:49 +0000 UTC]

I hate having to be cautious...but I just don't want to get hurt again...

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Oki--Kurmi [2013-03-07 22:31:27 +0000 UTC]

i feel afraid i guess yet i want to be but i dont wanna hurt anyone ;n;
and i know that feeling of losing freinds

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Senlea In reply to Oki--Kurmi [2013-03-07 22:39:57 +0000 UTC]

I hate that feeling of I want to be friends but I am afraid to trust the people but I don't want to hurt their feelings...

and it is an awful feeling :c

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Oki--Kurmi In reply to Senlea [2013-03-07 22:44:45 +0000 UTC]

Yea

I don't mean friends I mean like relationships

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Senlea In reply to Oki--Kurmi [2013-03-07 22:48:40 +0000 UTC]

It is the same with relationships...if I ever end up in one again :c

They may truly care but we are so scared of getting hurt that we don't want to accept them but then may cause sadness to them...

So complicated QnQ

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Oki--Kurmi In reply to Senlea [2013-03-07 23:06:08 +0000 UTC]

Yea

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