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I knew where i was driving, i just wasnt thinking as to what the house would do to me, so i drove
to the old little house in the hills. As i looked over the house my chest throbbed painfully,it had been 2 years
since Edward left and i lost my chance to change and be with him forever.

The little voice inside my head told me don't go inside, but i wanted change i needed something different
so i gave the white door a tap and it opened silently,and the memories flooded through my head.
The wide open lounge room lay empty and solomn, it was daunting but i couldnt bring myself to leave
i walked the stairs, to the second floor where broken glass lay scattered.
If Edward had really loved me like he said he did, and if he put up a fight i knew the mess was his.

I hadnt really been watching where i was going and the empty rooms i passed, i could distictively tell,
i passed one in which i remember seeing her dance and pull clothes out of the closet to help me, Alices room
and then The room at the end of the hallway the distictive colours reminded me of everything about him
and what we were.

"Oh Edward why did you leave me" i said to the empty space of his room.

i pulled out the note that was in my pocket and read it out loud to myself

"I am gratefully sorry Bella but it is for the best
I have to leave and you need to move on with life
like i never exsisted
Sincerley Edward
  I will love you forever "

"Yerh right what else do i have to pretend with huh Edward?!"  I was shouting and silent tears fell.

I had enough and figured it was early in the morning now, as i turned around i saw the photoframe that
i had given Edwardto remember me by when he went "away", it lay on the shelf shattered and broken the photo
torn but missing a piece, me in the photo. But as i picked the photo of Edward up, the memory if this photo
came into sudden realisation.
It was on my birthday when i got my new Camera, there he stood with his beauty and smile that made me crumble
but it never met his eyes, that was the day he left.

The tears fell and dropped onto the picture, as i was leaving i could smell the sweet honey, and lavander
that i knew so well,something that dreams and memories couldnt justify. It was his smell.
I ran as fast as i could to my truck falling and stumbling along the way.
I climbed into my truck and looked at the clock , it read 3.30 am  i had been in the house for too long
i knew when i got back that Jacob would be awake and would demand answers, the thought of his reactions
made me sick.

Jacob my werewolf boyfriend and Edward my Vampire Ex-boyfriend both rivals, both so different
yet so much the same.
Jacob my newfound love cured the hole the ached and Edward tore opens holes everyday.
As i drove into the drive my bedroom lamp was on, dimly lighting my room. Jacob was awake.
I ran up the stairs so i could apologize, as i opened the door i was crying and  mumbling

"jacob, im so sorry i shouldnt have left" i blubbered through tears.

"Bella" his voice soft and deep "please calm down i forgive you" his eyes searching for my face

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I knew where i was driving, i just wasnt thinking as to what the house would do to me, so i drove
to the old little house in the hills. As i looked over the house my chest throbbed painfully,it had been 2 years
since Edward left and i lost my chance to change and be with him forever.

The little voice inside my head told me don't go inside, but i wanted change i needed something different
so i gave the white door a tap and it opened silently,and the memories flooded through my head.
The wide open lounge room lay empty and solomn, it was daunting but i couldnt bring myself to leave
i walked the stairs, to the second floor where broken glass lay scattered.
If Edward had really loved me like he said he did, and if he put up a fight i knew the mess was his.

I hadnt really been watching where i was going and the empty rooms i passed, i could distictively tell,
i passed one in which i remember seeing her dance and pull clothes out of the closet to help me, Alices room
and then The room at the end of the hallway the distictive colours reminded me of everything about him
and what we were.

"Oh Edward why did you leave me" i said to the empty space of his room.

i pulled out the note that was in my pocket and read it out loud to myself

"I am gratefully sorry Bella but it is for the best
I have to leave and you need to move on with life
like i never exsisted
Sincerley Edward
  I will love you forever "

"Yerh right what else do i have to pretend with huh Edward?!"  I was shouting and silent tears fell.

I had enough and figured it was early in the morning now, as i turned around i saw the photoframe that
i had given Edwardto remember me by when he went "away", it lay on the shelf shattered and broken the photo
torn but missing a piece, me in the photo. But as i picked the photo of Edward up, the memory if this photo
came into sudden realisation.
It was on my birthday when i got my new Camera, there he stood with his beauty and smile that made me crumble
but it never met his eyes, that was the day he left.

The tears fell and dropped onto the picture, as i was leaving i could smell the sweet honey, and lavander
that i knew so well,something that dreams and memories couldnt justify. It was his smell.
I ran as fast as i could to my truck falling and stumbling along the way.
I climbed into my truck and looked at the clock , it read 3.30 am  i had been in the house for too long
i knew when i got back that Jacob would be awake and would demand answers, the thought of his reactions
made me sick.

Jacob my werewolf boyfriend and Edward my Vampire Ex-boyfriend both rivals, both so different
yet so much the same.
Jacob my newfound love cured the hole the ached and Edward tore opens holes everyday.
As i drove into the drive my bedroom lamp was on, dimly lighting my room. Jacob was awake.
I ran up the stairs so i could apologize, as i opened the door i was crying and  mumbling

"jacob, im so sorry i shouldnt have left" i blubbered through tears.

"Bella" his voice soft and deep "please calm down i forgive you" his eyes searching for my face