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I'm going to see an eye doctor tomorrow, I've been having trouble with my eyes for over a month now, I know I haven't talked about it much here, and probably most of the people didn't even notice because I've been very active for
months. I've been drawing for every day and editing my videos that I'm getting really proud of as an entertainment for people who enjoy drawing. I've been to an eye doctor several times since this started, for those who don't know I have only one good eye that I can see trough while the other one got damaged by a cat's "virus" when I was young. Doctors still don't know what's going on, and what's wrong with me I've gone trough so many traumatic check ups where they just keep touch my eyes, puting stuff into them and the experience is just horrible, it doesn't hurt but I'm just not that trusting when it comes to doctors so I'm going trough traumas a lot, I'm so stressed and art is the only thing that's helping me right now to relax. Even though I'm probably making myself feel worse for using them too much.

All in all I don't know when will I finish the Valentine's special drawings, I'm working on them a lot but what can I do when I can't see because of the check ups or when I'm not at home I hope you all understand.

Also the check up was planned for another day but they called me earlier unexpectedly. I guess this is how I'm going to spend my Valentine's.... And it irritates me that I can't cry and let my frustrations out because I fear I'll make everything worse.

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I'm going to see an eye doctor tomorrow, I've been having trouble with my eyes for over a month now, I know I haven't talked about it much here, and probably most of the people didn't even notice because I've been very active for
months. I've been drawing for every day and editing my videos that I'm getting really proud of as an entertainment for people who enjoy drawing. I've been to an eye doctor several times since this started, for those who don't know I have only one good eye that I can see trough while the other one got damaged by a cat's "virus" when I was young. Doctors still don't know what's going on, and what's wrong with me I've gone trough so many traumatic check ups where they just keep touch my eyes, puting stuff into them and the experience is just horrible, it doesn't hurt but I'm just not that trusting when it comes to doctors so I'm going trough traumas a lot, I'm so stressed and art is the only thing that's helping me right now to relax. Even though I'm probably making myself feel worse for using them too much.

All in all I don't know when will I finish the Valentine's special drawings, I'm working on them a lot but what can I do when I can't see because of the check ups or when I'm not at home I hope you all understand.

Also the check up was planned for another day but they called me earlier unexpectedly. I guess this is how I'm going to spend my Valentine's.... And it irritates me that I can't cry and let my frustrations out because I fear I'll make everything worse.