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Published: 2004-05-10 03:09:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 591; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 20
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Description I’ve hurt a lot of people,
I know they wish me dead
And I’m contemplating this
Lying here in my bed.

I know I’ve broken many hearts
And shattered many a soul,
After all I’ve done, I know.
There will be no one here to console.

I’ve yelled at him,
I’ve cussed at her,
This past year of my life has become
One big blur.

A package of lies and deceit,
Another of courage and honour,
Never shall the two meet.
I’ve done this all to myself.
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Comments: 45

MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 03:19:54 +0000 UTC]

I wish you didnt feel like this. I am here if you want to talk, just remember i also have to think of my family, at least sometimes lol.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 19:52:09 +0000 UTC]

I know. Family comes first and foremost in any caring individual's head. Don't worry about it, I was just ranting and raving, a lot!

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 19:55:22 +0000 UTC]

Its ok! I just love it when you laugh all evil-like like that.....

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 22:44:18 +0000 UTC]

Love it? Hmm..... well, now I know what to do in 15 years when I'm trying to seduce you..... then again, that won't be ver hard will it?

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 23:20:44 +0000 UTC]

I can't imagine that it will be hard at all. And yes LUV IT!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 23:22:11 +0000 UTC]

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 23:23:56 +0000 UTC]

I like it! Keep doin it. There is just something about it!

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 23:25:30 +0000 UTC]

It's very me, that's all!

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 23:26:13 +0000 UTC]

I know. Thats why i like it so much.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 23:27:49 +0000 UTC]

Mehehehehehehehehehe! Kill the hobbits! Mehehehehehehehehehehe! (does that emoticon turn you on?)

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 23:30:07 +0000 UTC]

More the though you you laughing evilly that turn me on!

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 23:29:25 +0000 UTC]

Maybe.....

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 23:33:02 +0000 UTC]

Me laughing evilly turns you one?! No wonder you liked me earlier today when I was hyper!!! (this class sucks!! I'm really bored!)

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-10 23:35:38 +0000 UTC]

I know what you mean, BST sucks balls. An dno that is no the only reason i like you.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-10 23:45:05 +0000 UTC]

Really? Then why else? Hmm? I wanna know......

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 01:47:21 +0000 UTC]

Because you are fun to be around. i can be myself without judgment. you like me for who i am. we have tons in common. i find you very attractive and you mean more to me that you can possibly imagine.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-11 02:59:58 +0000 UTC]

Yay! I love that answer, hon.

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 03:02:38 +0000 UTC]

Awesome. Any man that would leave yourside when he has so much time to show you haw much he cares for you is an idiot and should be shot!

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-11 03:05:39 +0000 UTC]

...................... thanks ...........................

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 03:06:08 +0000 UTC]

I am only speaking the truth.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-11 03:09:08 +0000 UTC]

I like that. *blushes*

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 03:10:00 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear it. And not that i think you would, would you leave?

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-11 03:16:10 +0000 UTC]

Puh-leez! You've got to be kidding me!! Am I that unpredicable?! (then again, unpredictability can sometimes be a good thing..... he he)

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 11:32:28 +0000 UTC]

I was just curious. I honestly didnt think you were serious when you asked me. And yes, unpredictability is a good thing.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-11 20:01:48 +0000 UTC]

I was bein serious. And I'm glad you think the same way as me......

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 20:57:33 +0000 UTC]

Thats good. It seems we are on the same page a lot!

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-11 20:56:42 +0000 UTC]

Thats good. It seems we are on the same page a lot!

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-12 20:15:00 +0000 UTC]

That can be a good or bad thing if ya think about it.....

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-12 20:25:49 +0000 UTC]

True, but lets hope that the bad side doesn't show up very often!

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-12 20:27:00 +0000 UTC]

Ah yes, but that bad side could be bad in a good way.....

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-12 20:31:09 +0000 UTC]

Wait, you lost me......never mind, i get it now. I like the way you are thinking.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-12 22:10:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you understand
(omg, i locked my keys in my car before class!!) I'm gonna cry

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-13 00:04:41 +0000 UTC]

Please don't cry. I am glad i understand to. Dont worry about your keyes. You will find a way to get in and everything will work out fine.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-13 01:19:38 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, but I don't want my parents commin here, just like it's goin to happen.

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-13 01:34:43 +0000 UTC]

I wish your parents didnt have to come up there.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-13 02:51:36 +0000 UTC]

yeah, but it wasn't that bad after all

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-13 11:16:26 +0000 UTC]

I am glad to hear everything worked out.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-13 21:03:55 +0000 UTC]

yep

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-13 21:07:28 +0000 UTC]

Yay! Hug! I rarely get hugs from you in real life!

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-13 21:08:43 +0000 UTC]

Puh-eez! I do give you hugs, and you know it, just not as often as you'd like.....

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-13 21:13:13 +0000 UTC]

So! I just happen to like hugs, is there anything wrong with that?

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-13 21:16:28 +0000 UTC]

absolutely not!

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-13 21:36:38 +0000 UTC]

Good! Cause if there was, i would have to argue that point.

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Shiev In reply to MashedPotatoes [2004-05-13 23:17:44 +0000 UTC]

And how would you argue? Hmm?

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MashedPotatoes In reply to Shiev [2004-05-14 00:55:41 +0000 UTC]

I dunno.......
let your mind get creative and figure it out!

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