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Georgia | Late March

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Georgia's grief was as violent as it was brief. Cradled by her husband and safely hidden away from night’s darkness, she allowed herself to weep and wail for the child she'd been carrying under her heart for so long, only to be denied to welcome her into the world at the very end. She cried in Remy’s arms until exhaustion lulled her to sleep; and that was the only moment of weakness she granted herself. As soon as she woke on the following day, she strapped on her usual resolve, squared her shoulders and began taking matters into her own hands. By seven, she’d made breakfast, woke up Perine, sorted out their clothes for the day -  and as she ran out of things to do, she settled for a thorough rearrangement of the entire kitchen.

When Remy was done showering and shuffled into the kitchen, a sortiment of pots and pans was strewn around the room. He was confused. “What are you doing?” he said.

Georgia paused, and propped herself up on the next best counter. She composed herself for the slightest of moments, then finally dared to look at him. “We need to tell them,” she said, avoiding his question. 

Remy ran a hand through his damp hair. “I know,” he murmured, “but I don’t know…”

“Of course not -!” Georgia snapped. “You never do! You never make up your mind, you avoid the girls’ questions… you can’t even decide on what kinda’ funeral you want --”

Remy choked on a response. Every single word hit home... and she knew it. He wanted to say something, wanted to explain, to defend himself - but the sound of a door being opened and closed somewhere in the flat was beating him to it. He glanced to the clock; it was ten past seven. Another door was slammed, a squeal. Then a giggle. 

“What are they doing,” Remy joked half-heartedly and gestured into the direction of the noise, as if she hadn’t said anything. 

Georgia wasn’t amused. Shaking her head, she left to look after the children and to get her youngest dressed. Halfway out of the door, she stopped to cast her husband a warning glance. “I’ll tell them,” she said resolutely. “You can help or you can let it be.” Then she was gone.

Remy looked miserable. 

Even Perine was in a stinky mood when she finally decided to grace her parents with her presence, late as ever. She wasn’t exactly a morning person in the first place, and having all of her hair ties being cut apart by her little sister hadn’t provided the best start to the day either. Remy, still nervous about the impending doom that Georgia had sworn to bring upon them, did his best to console her - but “he had no idea”. The girl ended up forcibly pouring milk into her cereal, and Remy fell silent. 

Only a few moments later, Georgia joined them with Noemi on her arm. She stashed the protesting girl in her high chair, then sat down to exchange looks with her husband. It was like she was giving him one last chance to right his earlier mistakes... but he wasted it, and didn’t say anything. Georgia sighed. 

“Listen, girls -” she said silently, “we need to tell you something.” 

Remy stuck his hands between his knees and pulled his shoulders up, sinking deeper into his chair. Georgia moved closer to Perine and put her hand on her arm. “I know you’re wondering about the baby, and when she’ll come home,” she said. “The truth is… she isn’t. She won’t come home.”

Perine frowned, looking from her mother to her father with an expression of utter confusion. “What? Why?” she whispered.

“Laurie… was too sick, she couldn’t live outside mommy’s belly. She… died. Back at the hospital.” Georgia swallowed hard. “I’m so sorry.” 

Perine’s spoon clattered as it fell into her bowl of cereal. “What?”, she squeaked, her face derailing. “What?” 

Remy hid his face in his hands. Georgia attempted explanation, consolation, but the girl had heard enough. Tears were welling in her eyes as her mind was processing the information and she jumped up to run to their room, abandoning her breakfast. 

“Call the school,” Georgia murmured to Remy as she was getting up to hurry after her daughter. 

Remy stayed behind at the table.


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Another chapter that I split up because it was becoming too long... (and because I thought this was a good "oh snap" cliffhanger point to cut it off, haha.) 

This is actually my 1000th deviation. Yesss O_O At first I was like... what, a story chapter with quick art that only a handful of people will care about in the first place? But then I thought... why not. It's what I care about most - characters and sharing their stories. (I also care about good art but this is another story) Anyway, Remy. MMMMMMMMMMM. He went from "lol another rider" to becoming the character that means most to me at the current point in time... I'm obsessing so much about them, the HCL crew will confirm how annoying I've gotten. xD 

It's just a sketch but... as I drew this I was massively inspired by the Wolfwalkers cleanup line that I use in my daily work - they play with two cleanup styles, one very neat and clean, the other very sketchy. And it beautifully reflects the characters' state of mind. So I thought this couldn't be rough enough. I wish I was more confident with my quicker art on here haha! 

Featuring RemyGeorgia , Perine and Noemi Thibodeau
Art, writin' (c) by me, no ref used

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Comments: 22

Helsinge [2022-09-16 11:33:32 +0000 UTC]

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Shotechi In reply to Helsinge [2022-09-16 16:18:51 +0000 UTC]

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Helsinge In reply to Shotechi [2022-09-16 19:52:16 +0000 UTC]

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UnbreakableStrides [2020-03-07 23:17:58 +0000 UTC]

Awww Sho, you are putting me in my feels. As a mother to be, I am heartbroken for this family, and relating to Georgia! As my baby was unplanned I faced depression, and I know she is mourning. But, I had nights of crying without my husband knowing. And then had to wake up and act like I was okay.
I really feel like you nailed this chapter with the way Georgia acted.

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Shotechi In reply to UnbreakableStrides [2020-03-16 12:38:41 +0000 UTC]

<3 that means a lot, thank you so much for this insight  
I always strive for relatability in my characters and stories so I'm so happy you find I nailed it ToT

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jbdezoveelste [2020-01-13 19:24:54 +0000 UTC]

"she couldn’t live outside mommy’s belly"

WHY    ugh that line floored me

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Shotechi In reply to jbdezoveelste [2020-01-17 21:15:38 +0000 UTC]

;_; sorry bro! lots of sads. it will get better eventually!

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SilverWolfEve [2019-10-21 19:12:34 +0000 UTC]

Besides this wonderful story that I can see everyone is following in here (and I will, too), this makes my heart crack, you described THAT emotion very very well.

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Shotechi In reply to SilverWolfEve [2019-10-22 22:26:30 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!! That's so exciting to hear, I'm glad you enjoyed the story!  

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SilverWolfEve In reply to Shotechi [2019-10-23 16:17:50 +0000 UTC]

I mean, I'm not in the same situation but that's how I'm feeling rn for lots of things, thank you again.

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jouroo [2019-10-08 00:44:36 +0000 UTC]

What I really love here is how the hatching and the texture of Georgia's hair and even the wrinkles in Remy's clothes convey motion! It really gives the piece that much more depth and drama!

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Shotechi In reply to jouroo [2019-10-10 18:37:24 +0000 UTC]

Ahh thank you so much! thats so lovely to hear! 

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sealle [2019-10-01 11:24:54 +0000 UTC]

 

This image is just visceral. I can feel that scream and the panic in poor Remy's eyes is just so perfectly done. 
This poor poor family and aksjdhalskdjhf i cant deal with it. I want to hug them all

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Shotechi In reply to sealle [2019-10-10 18:37:59 +0000 UTC]

;U; thank you so so much!! -frames this comment and keeps it forever- 
I wanna write more about them urgg! I have all the feels for the T'dudes X_X

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Fibonacho [2019-09-24 09:57:20 +0000 UTC]

Ich habs gelesen (und ich hatte Tränen in den Augen und wurde komisch angeschaut, weil ich da grad im Wartezimmer der Studentenkanzlei saß bwahaha)

Aber ich bin froh, dass das jetzt langsam geklärt wird... alles andere wäre nicht gesund


Und Glückwunsch zu deiner 1000sten deviation! : O

Der Style ist übrigens richtig nice!

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Shotechi In reply to Fibonacho [2019-10-10 18:38:56 +0000 UTC]

nnnnnaaaaw ;-; das ist so rührend zu hören, freut mich sehr dass es dir gefallen und dich berührt hat (:
Es ist auch so ungesund genug glaube ich x_x

yiss danke dir!!

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decors [2019-09-11 22:39:23 +0000 UTC]

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Shotechi In reply to decors [2019-10-10 18:39:02 +0000 UTC]

ahh thank you. (:

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KittycatNita [2019-09-11 18:25:21 +0000 UTC]

Oh god... I'm literally tearing up. Such a tragic loss. Wonderful written and this piece gives me chills. The expressions.
It hits home, my eldest cousin went through this with her first child <'3 

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Shotechi In reply to KittycatNita [2019-10-10 18:39:59 +0000 UTC]

Ahh thank you so much for your kind words! I'm so honoured and glad to know that this has touched you.. such a horrible thing to happen, I'm so sorry for your cousin ;_; aw man.

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darkcentaur [2019-09-11 16:14:33 +0000 UTC]

Na dann herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Jubiläum!  

Remy, echt, ich versteh dich ja, aber langsam musst du dich echt am Riemen reissen, sonst reisst Georgia wohl bald der Geduldsfaden... D: 

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Shotechi In reply to darkcentaur [2019-10-10 18:40:37 +0000 UTC]

Danke dir!! <3 
yea ikr.. dafür dass er ein passiver charakter ist ruiniert er passiv ganz schön viel

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