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Just a silly vent doodle

I'm so tired...I assumed things would get a little better...and they sort of did at first, but EVERYTHING IS GOING TO SHIT ONCE AGAIN

I'm trying my best to do all the things in personal life and here, but everything is taking sooo much slower, it pisses me off. I find it really hard to just take things slowly, when there are so many fucking things I need to do. And my fucking retarded brain likes to make stuff even more difficult than it should be as I'm having more nasty perfectionistic thoughts than before. I just feel so much pressure on my back trying to keep up with things in real life, with my art and trying to be perfect as well.

When I do have free time, I'm just so exhausted and spend time trying to relax instead of doing what I need to do.

I could just take a break again, but...i'm so tired of doing that either... I love drawing and I feel really empty if I don't draw what I want. Plus I don't want to completely disappear just because of personal issues. This is also something that I'm afraid of. Maybe I'm just imagining things, but I swear it's pretty common for artists to just straight disappear from the internet or they just stop drawing all together as soon as they graduate from school. That's def not something that I want to happen to me.

Anyway idk just needed to ramble a bit.
I will be fine and I will try my best to get out of this situation somehow...

Description
Just a silly vent doodle

I'm so tired...I assumed things would get a little better...and they sort of did at first, but EVERYTHING IS GOING TO SHIT ONCE AGAIN

I'm trying my best to do all the things in personal life and here, but everything is taking sooo much slower, it pisses me off. I find it really hard to just take things slowly, when there are so many fucking things I need to do. And my fucking retarded brain likes to make stuff even more difficult than it should be as I'm having more nasty perfectionistic thoughts than before. I just feel so much pressure on my back trying to keep up with things in real life, with my art and trying to be perfect as well.

When I do have free time, I'm just so exhausted and spend time trying to relax instead of doing what I need to do.

I could just take a break again, but...i'm so tired of doing that either... I love drawing and I feel really empty if I don't draw what I want. Plus I don't want to completely disappear just because of personal issues. This is also something that I'm afraid of. Maybe I'm just imagining things, but I swear it's pretty common for artists to just straight disappear from the internet or they just stop drawing all together as soon as they graduate from school. That's def not something that I want to happen to me.

Anyway idk just needed to ramble a bit.
I will be fine and I will try my best to get out of this situation somehow...