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Nightwish.

i.
some people dislike to stumble.
[i was one of them. who likes to
grope around in the dark?
thought i didn’t. you made me
do more than that]

ii.
slowly you liquefied the
already melting ice.
[not a hard task. it could have been done;
it's a simple one. but it was you.
just you. uncomplicated child's play]

iii.
as i drifted,
i wished.
[for something bad to happen.
let me push you away]

iv.
i got what i wished for.
[suppose up above in heaven,
even though the night was
young and dressed in silver blue,
God still heard me.]

v.
it hurt.
[like a bitch.
you didn’t seem to know what
your heart was for.
you crawled under my skin, tore
the arrogance down a notch.
it wasn't required.
you will never know.
forgiven, always. but forget,
i will not.]

vi.
recovering was easier
than i thought
[your affection was like
giving a 5-year old me
cotton candy. those faded out
blues, pinks and purples
were gone before i realized.
i took what was given.
easy: it was so sweet and soft.]

vii.
after i recovered,
i fell deeper.
[submerged: fell through the
endless sky,
up to the stars.
yeah, it was different.
unlike most, i fell up.]

viii.
and kept falling,
kept tumbling.
[why are you so nice
to me? there are
a billion words to describe
it. but baby, you're really
just nice.]

ix.
i know i'll keep going,
through the stars, past
the planets.
[luminous constellations.
all i see within your eyes.
and deeper into them,
so i shall fall.]

x.
i know i'm just a
dreamer,
dreaming of endless
depths.
[but this is just the
beginning. we haven't
even started yet.]