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Im so sorryyyy i literally have nothing to post here so have Yume with probably her new face shape because i'm crying inside. But also a few updates-

1) I've becoming more active with posting on Instagram for the main reason being that I don't feel right posting sketches on their own on here, so from now on i will use DA mostly for fully rendered/mostly rendered artworks and occasional sketchdumps, but to see all sketches and posts, my instagram (SirLudox ) is the place to go. But i am still active here in the sense that i reply, favorite, comment, etc., but that also brings me to my next point...

2) Eclipse. Am i leaving? Nah. As much as I don't like the new site (especially because of the heavy reference from Artstation), I can understand that they want to add a sleeker, more modern design to the site. But, perhaps next time don't rip off another site's design, huh? Anyways, this is the only place I can upload full resolution artworks (working on making a Tumblr), plus I have so many memories here I could never possibly leave it. Like i said, i will still be active, just not with posting.

3) Why have I been dead and doing literally no rendered artworks? A few reasons, that being a) this being one of my worst years regrading how I see my art and it's value (that being I hate it a lot as well as considering multiple times already to completely drop it), and b) the amount of work I have gotten this year. Last year, I stated that I would most likely be a lot less active with posting art because of the workload, but it caught me off guard at how much it actually was. Everyday, I would start the day at 6am, travel to school for 2 hours, school ending at 4:15pm - 5pm, travel 2+ hours home (busier going back home), get home at around 6pm - 7pm, do homework until around 9pm, be completely and utterly exhausted and struggle to even think nor even work, and end up sitting staring at my wall as if i were a zombie or struggling to draw/play games, then go to sleep at 11pm - 12am. But, with this quarantine I'm currently in, my days begin at 7am, sit and listen to teachers speaking for 2-4hours straight, spend my breaks doing work, classes end at 3:50pm, I have lunch at 4pm, and spend the rest of the day doing school work, sometimes even till 1am. So you can image, I have no time at all anymore. This is every week day. I am constantly exhausted mentally, and even though I was tired on the days I traveled to school, I could still sneak in a few hours of drawing and playing games to help relax myself, but now I can barely touch either one until Friday night, but if i'm too busy, I only have Saturday, as I always spend Sunday doing work all day. I am so desperate for a break, last Saturday I spent 14 hours straight playing Monster Hunter World (of course with a lunch break at the start), and finally I was able to relax. But, this is only once a week. Still, though, I am extremely sorry for the lack of posts here, and I really hope the workload can start to ease off slightly with the cancellation of mid year exams. I am also currently working on my last commissions from Flight Rising!

Again, sorry for the lack of art! : (

Art and Character (c) Me (SirLudox)

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Im so sorryyyy i literally have nothing to post here so have Yume with probably her new face shape because i'm crying inside. But also a few updates-

1) I've becoming more active with posting on Instagram for the main reason being that I don't feel right posting sketches on their own on here, so from now on i will use DA mostly for fully rendered/mostly rendered artworks and occasional sketchdumps, but to see all sketches and posts, my instagram (SirLudox ) is the place to go. But i am still active here in the sense that i reply, favorite, comment, etc., but that also brings me to my next point...

2) Eclipse. Am i leaving? Nah. As much as I don't like the new site (especially because of the heavy reference from Artstation), I can understand that they want to add a sleeker, more modern design to the site. But, perhaps next time don't rip off another site's design, huh? Anyways, this is the only place I can upload full resolution artworks (working on making a Tumblr), plus I have so many memories here I could never possibly leave it. Like i said, i will still be active, just not with posting.

3) Why have I been dead and doing literally no rendered artworks? A few reasons, that being a) this being one of my worst years regrading how I see my art and it's value (that being I hate it a lot as well as considering multiple times already to completely drop it), and b) the amount of work I have gotten this year. Last year, I stated that I would most likely be a lot less active with posting art because of the workload, but it caught me off guard at how much it actually was. Everyday, I would start the day at 6am, travel to school for 2 hours, school ending at 4:15pm - 5pm, travel 2+ hours home (busier going back home), get home at around 6pm - 7pm, do homework until around 9pm, be completely and utterly exhausted and struggle to even think nor even work, and end up sitting staring at my wall as if i were a zombie or struggling to draw/play games, then go to sleep at 11pm - 12am. But, with this quarantine I'm currently in, my days begin at 7am, sit and listen to teachers speaking for 2-4hours straight, spend my breaks doing work, classes end at 3:50pm, I have lunch at 4pm, and spend the rest of the day doing school work, sometimes even till 1am. So you can image, I have no time at all anymore. This is every week day. I am constantly exhausted mentally, and even though I was tired on the days I traveled to school, I could still sneak in a few hours of drawing and playing games to help relax myself, but now I can barely touch either one until Friday night, but if i'm too busy, I only have Saturday, as I always spend Sunday doing work all day. I am so desperate for a break, last Saturday I spent 14 hours straight playing Monster Hunter World (of course with a lunch break at the start), and finally I was able to relax. But, this is only once a week. Still, though, I am extremely sorry for the lack of posts here, and I really hope the workload can start to ease off slightly with the cancellation of mid year exams. I am also currently working on my last commissions from Flight Rising!

Again, sorry for the lack of art! : (

Art and Character (c) Me (SirLudox)