HOME | DD

sitara-lukyan — Nightmare

Published: 2009-02-04 20:43:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 1284; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 21
Redirect to original
Description He bolted upright, his pale skin glistening with a sheen of sweat, his blue eyes filled with sorrow, and anger at the hot tears that fell down his cheeks. He brushed them away, trying to stop his chest from heaving.

It was just a dream.

A nightmare.

One he was having increasingly regularly; though the location was always different - clifftop, construction site - the event was always the same.

Tseng leant up slightly, frowning as he gently swept damp tendrils of red hair from Reno's forehead. "What's wrong?"

The redhead looked down at him, shifting closer and pulling his husband into his arms. "Just a dream, yo. Just a dream."

***

Everyone has the dream where they're falling, only to wake up... in Reno's dreams its never him.

It started out as something from one of my dreams, and definitely nothing so sinister! But as usual my art has a habit of taking on a life of its own - or rather, Reno's nightmares seep in lately.

I didn't chicken out of faces at all, what are you talking about?

***

Stock used for Reference:
Reno - [link] by ~AilinStock
Tseng - [link] by ~M3-Productions


Vector Tutorial I glanced over for my cityscape (and liked the moon so much I used that in it too lol):
[link] by ~r-fl


Feather Brush:
[link] by ~dark-dragon-stock

***

... Cookies for people who understand my subliminal message. And NO Trish, you can't tell everyone *gives a cookie to keep you quiet*
Related content
Comments: 36

BedeckedInBeads [2009-12-08 05:24:49 +0000 UTC]

Very simple yet powerful!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to BedeckedInBeads [2009-12-15 14:26:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

ElkStarRanchArtwork [2009-02-08 23:47:45 +0000 UTC]

very cool image. i like that you didn't do the faces I think it makes it more captivating.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to ElkStarRanchArtwork [2009-02-09 21:06:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

bloodrose [2009-02-05 07:10:57 +0000 UTC]

*pokes at the feather*

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to bloodrose [2009-02-05 07:13:47 +0000 UTC]

*snickers* There's so many meanings to that feather >3 One of them its pretty?

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

PencilFeather [2009-02-05 04:14:36 +0000 UTC]

It is so amazing......I almost cried.....D:
This is an amazing piece of work madam! ^ ^ I especially liked that little bit of writing you put in on it.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-05 07:02:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3 I have a habit of having a story to go with each picture, and this one was just burned so clearly in my mind that it had to be added with it.

And seriously? I thought I was the only one I made cry with my art

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-06 01:00:33 +0000 UTC]

No madam! No more are you the only one you make cry! I loved it!.......even though it made me almost cry. XD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-06 01:23:10 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* Its weird how much a Reno can make other Renos cry XD I guess even though we have our own takes on them, in a way there's still some things that cross over, huh?

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-08 04:52:38 +0000 UTC]

I want to know Reno more in my opinion. In my own way, but understanding the character through other people or how they think the character is just makes one understand what is going on. It's hard to not react. D: I was so sad. *pats on head* You did a wonderful job. ^ ^

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-08 06:54:35 +0000 UTC]

Well, have a gander and discover the tragic tale behind my Reno Seriously, I overly torture them sometimes.

Also, a warning that in this you do see the ignored softer side. Yes he is still a cold blooded killing machine, who sevretly loves his job (despite the paperwork) but this is him making sure he remembers there's something else underneath Its a sort of diary... *stops before she makes it sound bad*

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-11 06:13:46 +0000 UTC]

XD You can never make it sound bad. I love it so far! And yeah, I can never picture Reno not EVER loving his job. That just seems to be who he is. He loves the sounds of bombs and a good killing now and then. Just how I picture him. A hard to love person (he has a hard time loving, and someone else may have a hard time loving him too lol). He just doesn't seem appealing for his dark side. But yet it is all dangerous and sexy, so that is where the interest comes in. lol Probably why me and a friend paired Vincent and Reno together. Their dark sides just attract.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-11 08:03:01 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* Well, as you can see my Reno was bought up with family being more important than anything, which is half of why he's so loyal to the Turks - they're his family now. But its also why he isn't completely heartless when he's off the job, and why he's unhappy. He wants to love, he knows that he can, its just will he ever have the oppertunity considering what he does?

And then there's Tseng who believe that there's nothing human left about himself, which is amusing because he's like Reno - a completely different person when he's allowed to shrug off the ShinRa persona.

And nah, Tseng and Reno are my OTP... though Cloud and Vincent is cute, their broodiness works together XD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-12 03:55:45 +0000 UTC]

*laughs* True. Turks are family, no doubt about that.
My Reno had joined the Turks because he had destroyed Shinra property (expensive property >< and has to basically work off his debt, but the Turks soon become his family and he doesn't mind working there for the rest of his life. The Turk life just seemed to appeal to him, seemed to be his lucky chance in life.

XP Every woman to her own ideas and devices. Personally I do not mind who Reno is paired up with (well....there is a few I would question lol), but for my own goodiness I have to put him with Vincent. (*secret fan of Cloud/Zack yaoi* :3)

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-12 06:07:01 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* It takes you a long time to find out exactly why Reno was recruited I'm afraid ; But I won't tell you because in my opinion it ruins it XD

Tseng and Reno = OTP
Tseng and Seph = Good Fun
Reno and Seph = More fun >3
All three together.... Well we don't talk about that night

Cloud and Zack is fun >3 That reminds me of side-fic-ness that I need to write

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-13 15:44:05 +0000 UTC]

Mmmmm......Cloud/Zack story is sounding pretty yummy right about now. I will expect it once you are done!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-13 21:43:16 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* It ties in with a part much later in the fic, and there's no sex

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-14 05:18:51 +0000 UTC]

I am not looking for porno! lol What do you take me for?! I kid, but I would love to read that.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-14 17:52:08 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* I'm just perverted, I think everyone wants porn

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-15 04:35:05 +0000 UTC]

Well, better to expect it and be prepared for it! Got your gear on and everything and you are ready with a steady "NO". lol

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-15 06:05:43 +0000 UTC]

Yup! And then I put down the alcohol, cigarettes and inspirational porn with a pout *gigglesnorts*

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-16 05:06:59 +0000 UTC]

*laughs* Oh no! Not the inspirational porn!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-16 07:41:51 +0000 UTC]

I know! How could they sop me watching inspirational porn?!?!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-19 03:03:13 +0000 UTC]

Exactly! Inspirational porn is good. Of course, rping with porn in it is also good too. lol It helps when your porn is taken from you.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-19 06:49:37 +0000 UTC]

So what it boils down to is... porn = goooooooooooooooood XD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

PencilFeather In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-20 02:28:22 +0000 UTC]

.....If that is what you think! XD It is up to you what you get out of this advice that we have presented to each other. lol But sure, it all boils down to Porn = goooooooooooooooooduh. ^_^

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to PencilFeather [2009-02-20 09:12:03 +0000 UTC]

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

M3-Productions [2009-02-05 00:48:28 +0000 UTC]

Awesome drawing, the background is lovely, and I actually kind of like the lack of detail in the faces. It so happens that we're a fan of the Turks so extra kudos. Thanks for using our stock as a ref.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to M3-Productions [2009-02-05 03:00:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you I used to draw without faces a lot, I remember reading something about a religion that believes it steals the soul from the person painted, so that caters to my laziness

And yay for Turks fans

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

dracoXK [2009-02-04 20:45:58 +0000 UTC]

*noms on my cookie* hahaha! that is what happenes when i guess right early because i know to much about you/Reno x3

and told you it needed a twilight feel. it makes it more dramatic. the colors behind and all. still love it <3

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to dracoXK [2009-02-04 20:47:51 +0000 UTC]

Its that just before dawn sort of thing, or early dusk - you know when all the colour seems sapped from the world and the moon is suddenly visable?

And yes, I should stop telling you things about Reno XD You know too much. If we were in Midgar, you'd be shot

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

dracoXK In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-04 21:00:59 +0000 UTC]

Good think i am not in Midgar! I am the annoying person who bothers him in the world in his head >D!

well it still counts! I just think Twilight because light giong to dark tends to be in my nightmares. things are getting dark and bad. either works though x3

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to dracoXK [2009-02-04 21:18:07 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* Who knows what goes on in my head...

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

dracoXK In reply to sitara-lukyan [2009-02-09 14:54:57 +0000 UTC]

crazy ass shit. CRAZY ASS SHIT!

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

sitara-lukyan In reply to dracoXK [2009-02-09 21:07:36 +0000 UTC]

That too >3

👍: 0 ⏩: 0