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I've been struggling a lot the past few days with feelings of worthlessness and inadequacy. Not being able to properly make art is really taking its toll and it's getting really hard.
I cry a lot over the fact that I can't really make much unless it's with my left hand, and even then, my left hand doesn't have the control I need for serious pieces that actually look good.
I'm in constant 24/7 pain that radiates all the way from the tips of my fingers to my ribcage on one side of my body and it's all just wearing down on me.

Prognosis for my elbow isn't looking good and I may need surgery. Which entails even more recovery time and a permanent loss of strength and dexterity.
I feel like I'm mourning the loss of my arm in all honesty.

Art (c) Me
Gatcha (c) Me
Primeval Age (c) Me

Description
I've been struggling a lot the past few days with feelings of worthlessness and inadequacy. Not being able to properly make art is really taking its toll and it's getting really hard.
I cry a lot over the fact that I can't really make much unless it's with my left hand, and even then, my left hand doesn't have the control I need for serious pieces that actually look good.
I'm in constant 24/7 pain that radiates all the way from the tips of my fingers to my ribcage on one side of my body and it's all just wearing down on me.

Prognosis for my elbow isn't looking good and I may need surgery. Which entails even more recovery time and a permanent loss of strength and dexterity.
I feel like I'm mourning the loss of my arm in all honesty.

Art (c) Me
Gatcha (c) Me
Primeval Age (c) Me