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Published: 2017-07-13 06:29:00 +0000 UTC; Views: 229; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Description godddd i move friday... 
ive been looking forward to this moment for years because my family is horrible.
but now that its here, im so scared. 
ive stayed at his house for a week at a time every other week but it hasnt sunk in yet i wont be coming back.
im so excited to move in though and im really thankful they're allowing me but this house is all ive ever known.
even though i HAVE to move, even if i wasn't friday. 
im leaving behind my gram and i feel so fucking bad about it.
she has to stay here and deal with her daughter and her bullshit every day.
i get to get away finally..
im gonna miss her so much.
she raised me and kept me safe from her daughter and my mom since i was little. 
i dont know.

ive never..not lived here. 
18 years here and my childhood was here. 
im such a homebody i dunno how well ill adapt. 
i'm really happy i get to live with kenny, though. he makes me so happy and he does everything he can to make me happy and make sure my family isn't being too hard on me.
im so grateful to him and his mom for allowing me to get away. 
accepting a new person into your house 24/7 isn't an easy thing to do.  


im sorry for rambling here, i dont have anywhere else. 
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Comments: 5

Scawry [2017-08-16 02:05:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh I can entirely and completely relate to your description, if you're curious to know I can note you...!

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Venus-Vixen [2017-07-13 07:16:43 +0000 UTC]

Aw omg good luck on your big move and hopefully you sort out something in life. ;-; 

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SharkSnacks [2017-07-13 06:30:58 +0000 UTC]

Aww
it's just apart of growing up
it truly is a mixed emotion for most people

hope you'll settle in well!

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softcvbs In reply to SharkSnacks [2017-07-13 06:41:05 +0000 UTC]

yeah, im having a lot of mixed emotions but i'm not backing out of it for sure!! 
i've already told my gram i'd call her twice a week.

and thank you omg ;;  

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SharkSnacks In reply to softcvbs [2017-07-13 06:42:19 +0000 UTC]

i bet she'll love that <3

of course!!

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