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My skin feels so uncomfterable. So uneasy. I don't belong here. Yet I feel so at home. So tranquil. These aren't my friends. This isn't my beautiful house. That's not my computer. That isn't my mother. I need more. I need to shake off this outer shell. The disgusting body, writhing and itching underneath the skin. It needs to stop. I have to make it stop. I can't breathe. Someone stole my air. Where is the door? Where is some escape? No. I have to fight it this time. No longer can I use my escapes. Drugs, knives, other peoples lives. I see now! In the state of my madness, where soul meets body meets absolute chaos, I see the truth! I see the error of my ways. Assist me. Help me breathe again. Too long, far too long, I haven't been living. I was a Comedian. It was all just a big joke. Ha-ha. Laughter, drum roll, and…. Curtains. Give a bow. A hilarious act. My whole fucking life. A joke. But I'm ready now. It took a shitstorm to wake me up, but I've awoken!!! It took depression, addiction, and now madness, but I'm finally ready for life. Let's go cause some chaos.

"If I'm not dead enough for life, am I alive enough for death?" -Icon of Coil

"Why can't I see, what's right in front of me?" -Infected Mushroom

"There ain't no drug, the sickness is myself." -Switchfoot

And last but not least…

"I feel so alive for the very first time, and I think I can fly!" -P.O.D.

Description
My skin feels so uncomfterable. So uneasy. I don't belong here. Yet I feel so at home. So tranquil. These aren't my friends. This isn't my beautiful house. That's not my computer. That isn't my mother. I need more. I need to shake off this outer shell. The disgusting body, writhing and itching underneath the skin. It needs to stop. I have to make it stop. I can't breathe. Someone stole my air. Where is the door? Where is some escape? No. I have to fight it this time. No longer can I use my escapes. Drugs, knives, other peoples lives. I see now! In the state of my madness, where soul meets body meets absolute chaos, I see the truth! I see the error of my ways. Assist me. Help me breathe again. Too long, far too long, I haven't been living. I was a Comedian. It was all just a big joke. Ha-ha. Laughter, drum roll, and…. Curtains. Give a bow. A hilarious act. My whole fucking life. A joke. But I'm ready now. It took a shitstorm to wake me up, but I've awoken!!! It took depression, addiction, and now madness, but I'm finally ready for life. Let's go cause some chaos.

"If I'm not dead enough for life, am I alive enough for death?" -Icon of Coil

"Why can't I see, what's right in front of me?" -Infected Mushroom

"There ain't no drug, the sickness is myself." -Switchfoot

And last but not least…

"I feel so alive for the very first time, and I think I can fly!" -P.O.D.