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Oh, wait no. This'll be the last. I should stop saying it cause I always do the opposite.That's me and my tongue on the right page. (left?)
I don't know if I wanna dye my hair pink anymore, even though I have the dye.
My scanner killed the color. There's highlighter all over that right page. Dammit.
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Hmm, I'm not really sure. I usually see people draw stars over womens nipples, so I decided to draw them on the shoulder blades instead. I guess you could say it represents sex, but I don't remember what I was feeling at that moment.
It kind of went from my head to my hand to the paper without me really thinking too much. And sex is always something that doesn't require too much thinking for me.
Haha, I don't even know if I answered your question, I'm sorry.
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i already dyed my hair pink and didn't like it -_-''
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Hmm I have, but in a stupid way. So I wanna try it again.
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my friend dyed just the lover part pink, it was cool... ^^
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Tis what I wanna do ;__;
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really pretty stream of conconciousness and wimsy. I adore these pages. <3
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I understand what you mean...
I'm constantly worried I'm going to slip back into my depression.
Every day, I feel like I have to walk on eggshells and it takes away all the fun stuff I want to do...blergh.
Sorry, I know it really sucks. But I say dye your hair! 
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Haha, yeah I love dying my hair. But I haven't done any crazy color in forever.
Depression sucks, it's a constant battle to stay in the middle. It feels like it's all I can achieve.
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Don't I know it. I just started going to some real therapy after a relationship gone way, way bad.
Apparently I've got Major Depressive Disorder and social phobia...and he wants to medicate me right off the bat. But I'm refusing it; it's not like I'm suicidal anymore.
Depression really sucks, it takes all my energy just to stay happy sometimes. At least you keep doing artsy things, I can't find the energy to do anything most days.
But, if you ever want to just chat, I have no life. No job and in-between schools...so I'm always available!
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Haha talking would be nice.
Yeah bad relationships are specialty. Sometimes I try not to think about it, and I really don't want to but it always comes back. I want therapy, but at times I love my depression and feel it's what makes me who I am. I'm scared I can't draw without it.
I'm not sure.
But talking would be nice. I have no life either.
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It takes years to get over a real good depression...unless you get on medication, then it takes a couple months.
Depression is definitely inspiring...it makes you feel even if it's not necessarily a good feeling.
But it's certainly not the depression that makes you who you are, it's the life experiences (good and bad) that make you who you are.
Like bad relationships, they shape you for future relationships. And make you stronger and more prepared...and probably more scared.
But, yeah, I can really relate to you and what you're saying...you definitely remind me of myself (only with more talent-lol).
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My teacher always says the good and the bad shape us, and I try to believe it, I know its true. I guess I'm just stuck in this.
It's been three years of depression, and I'm scared like hell of relationships now. I'm not even sure I believe in them now either. Hopefully I'll have a more clear mind soon.
Haha, and talent isn't defined very easily, and it certainly can't be defined by "looks good". I think talent is more about getting what you want across.
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Your teacher sounds pretty smart.
I can definitely understand the fear of relationships...I'm not going to say I understand your specific situation because I don't know what it is, but I know what it's like to be scared.
I consider you very, very talented...not only in skill, but you express yourself so well through your art, you really put a message across.
I know my psych guy told me there are two types of depression: organic and situational.
The key to healing is figuring out which one yours is. Organic is a chemical imbalance which usually can only be fixed by medication and coping techniques...but situational doesn't always require medication and can be fixed with coping strategies and working out the situations that made you depressed in the first place.
A fun tidbit of information, in case you didn't know.
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I didn't know that actually, I'm probably situational in that case. I'm not suure.
Thank you though, I'm glad you think I'm talented
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Ugh, I hate when my life cycles go on repeat too x.x
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