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Just oploaded shit from the last days.
I'm so sick.
I'm so naiv.
I'm such a looser.

i guess I'd not care but i do.
I always remember the time which is over, and then i cry.
I can't hide this fuck'n tears, can't stop them or anything else.
I want this time back.
I want my life back.
my soul.
and my best friends.

I'm still searching for the repeat-button. even if i know there's none.
call me a baby, an emo or whatver you wanna call me, i don't care.
I learned not to listen.
but sometimes it's impossible not to hear.

Everytime when i went to the river with my dog i hear voices which aren't there.
I can see myself. I laugh, I'm happy, I'm lucky and then i ask myself "how does it feel to be lucky? I don't remember it"
It seems lost.
This Time won't come back and i know it. but i hate myself for being who i am.

Description
Just oploaded shit from the last days.
I'm so sick.
I'm so naiv.
I'm such a looser.

i guess I'd not care but i do.
I always remember the time which is over, and then i cry.
I can't hide this fuck'n tears, can't stop them or anything else.
I want this time back.
I want my life back.
my soul.
and my best friends.

I'm still searching for the repeat-button. even if i know there's none.
call me a baby, an emo or whatver you wanna call me, i don't care.
I learned not to listen.
but sometimes it's impossible not to hear.

Everytime when i went to the river with my dog i hear voices which aren't there.
I can see myself. I laugh, I'm happy, I'm lucky and then i ask myself "how does it feel to be lucky? I don't remember it"
It seems lost.
This Time won't come back and i know it. but i hate myself for being who i am.