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am i wasting my time
i don't think i should even be heading this way because it doesnt make sense when everyone looks at something else that doesnt seem as good and doesnt look as good and i sit and wonder if maybe im doing it all right cause everything doesnt look like its going the right way and im tired and worried and confused and i dont like it i thought because im young i can be great but im not and its worrying me for how long its taking and i cant approach anyone about it because i say im not the type to d othat that im supposed to be the strong one whos mentally alright and i scoff at anyone who isnt with closed minds so i dont understand what to do and i cant tell anyone about it because ill just be pathetic and a hypocrite and its turning my heard around and i dont know what to say what to do when more things leak from between my eyes and i dont know what the hell i need to say because its all muddled and confused and everyone says im good and amazing and not to worry but they never worry about the future so why am i worrying about it why am i so close minded why do i feel superior when im not snf i just dont know what to do when things go perfect for someone else who doesnt want what i want but i want what they want and why am i so immature iget so jealous easily and it makes me angry that i dont understand why nor stop why and
am i wasting my time

Description
am i wasting my time
i don't think i should even be heading this way because it doesnt make sense when everyone looks at something else that doesnt seem as good and doesnt look as good and i sit and wonder if maybe im doing it all right cause everything doesnt look like its going the right way and im tired and worried and confused and i dont like it i thought because im young i can be great but im not and its worrying me for how long its taking and i cant approach anyone about it because i say im not the type to d othat that im supposed to be the strong one whos mentally alright and i scoff at anyone who isnt with closed minds so i dont understand what to do and i cant tell anyone about it because ill just be pathetic and a hypocrite and its turning my heard around and i dont know what to say what to do when more things leak from between my eyes and i dont know what the hell i need to say because its all muddled and confused and everyone says im good and amazing and not to worry but they never worry about the future so why am i worrying about it why am i so close minded why do i feel superior when im not snf i just dont know what to do when things go perfect for someone else who doesnt want what i want but i want what they want and why am i so immature iget so jealous easily and it makes me angry that i dont understand why nor stop why and
am i wasting my time