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THE LOVERS
Levi PoV
I don't remember being something else other than what I am now, an embodiment of Envy.
I hated it. I can never accept who I am. I desperately tried so many ways to defy what I am but the more I tried, the more I'm losing control of myself.

Death, my master, had told it before. That I can never be anything else or I'd suffer so many consequences if I tried to change.

I don't have a physical heart, maybe I do but I never once heard nor felt it beating. Was it necessary to have a heart to know you've fallen for someone?.. because I have.

She was a beautiful mortal woman who treated me with kindness and accepted me. As days passed, the more hopeful I become that maybe she'll be the one who can save me from this horrid fate.
Then..
My brothers knew.

One by one, they warned me. Warned me that falling in love would be impossible for me. But my hatred for them were far greater for me to listen or obey.
But even if I did... I already have fallen too deep to let go of her now, as did she.

Lucifer was the last one who gave me warning. One that I've been worried about, his words were vague but it was enough to send fear to me.
But I've never want anything else so desperately, I wanted her attention, her gaze, her smile, her everything.

But I need not to worry, for she's more than willing to give everything to me.
We both eloped for a moment, away from everything that separates us. We hid in a small house that belongs to her, deep in the forest.

It was just the two of us. I showed her how passionate my love is which she returned with the same passion, eager and longing. Our fingers intertwined, as we gave everything to each other. That's when.. I heard it.

Then it sounded louder it as she drew closer to me. She was looking at me with grave concern, she was caressing my cheeks but I felt... nothing. I knew this feeling. A painfully familiar feeling that I feared.
When she embraced me, I felt it. Over and over..

A heartbeat, reminding me of the absence of my own. Just then,I heard something snapped, my visioned remained clear but I wasn't in control of my own body. I can hear myself screaming internally "STOP!"
But......

I took it.

I ripped her heart out.

Then regain control of myself again, tears begun to fall uncontrollably even more when I saw her smiled before her eyes had closed. Like she was expecting it.... or waiting for it to happened.

I would have completely lost control of myself if I had continued to love her, she knew. And it's one thing the Lucifer had warned me.....

But nothing else matters now, from that day on, my hatred for my brothers grew strongly. I'm the only one who's going to be like this. And there's nothing I can do about it. I envy them so much it hurts, no words can explain why and how much I hated all of them.


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THE LOVERS
Levi PoV
I don't remember being something else other than what I am now, an embodiment of Envy.
I hated it. I can never accept who I am. I desperately tried so many ways to defy what I am but the more I tried, the more I'm losing control of myself.

Death, my master, had told it before. That I can never be anything else or I'd suffer so many consequences if I tried to change.

I don't have a physical heart, maybe I do but I never once heard nor felt it beating. Was it necessary to have a heart to know you've fallen for someone?.. because I have.

She was a beautiful mortal woman who treated me with kindness and accepted me. As days passed, the more hopeful I become that maybe she'll be the one who can save me from this horrid fate.
Then..
My brothers knew.

One by one, they warned me. Warned me that falling in love would be impossible for me. But my hatred for them were far greater for me to listen or obey.
But even if I did... I already have fallen too deep to let go of her now, as did she.

Lucifer was the last one who gave me warning. One that I've been worried about, his words were vague but it was enough to send fear to me.
But I've never want anything else so desperately, I wanted her attention, her gaze, her smile, her everything.

But I need not to worry, for she's more than willing to give everything to me.
We both eloped for a moment, away from everything that separates us. We hid in a small house that belongs to her, deep in the forest.

It was just the two of us. I showed her how passionate my love is which she returned with the same passion, eager and longing. Our fingers intertwined, as we gave everything to each other. That's when.. I heard it.

Then it sounded louder it as she drew closer to me. She was looking at me with grave concern, she was caressing my cheeks but I felt... nothing. I knew this feeling. A painfully familiar feeling that I feared.
When she embraced me, I felt it. Over and over..

A heartbeat, reminding me of the absence of my own. Just then,I heard something snapped, my visioned remained clear but I wasn't in control of my own body. I can hear myself screaming internally "STOP!"
But......

I took it.

I ripped her heart out.

Then regain control of myself again, tears begun to fall uncontrollably even more when I saw her smiled before her eyes had closed. Like she was expecting it.... or waiting for it to happened.

I would have completely lost control of myself if I had continued to love her, she knew. And it's one thing the Lucifer had warned me.....

But nothing else matters now, from that day on, my hatred for my brothers grew strongly. I'm the only one who's going to be like this. And there's nothing I can do about it. I envy them so much it hurts, no words can explain why and how much I hated all of them.


Art by me