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This is the very straight and clear writing of Spariel's wife. (Don't worry I asked him first)
There are three types of people; writers, drawers and talkers. I'm a writer. I do admit it has been a while since i sat down and wrote from the heart. There was once but only Ash read that. this a release for me and nothing more.

"Cause its so easy, to tell a lie and it so easy, to run and hide but it's no easy, to be alive so don't be wastin none of my time." Living It Up by Limp Bizkit

Anger isn't something i feel often but it can come on very strong. I HATE LIERS! I HATE BITCHY GIRLS WHO THING THEY RULE THE WORLD!

I guess the way i deal with my anger is not to get angry but get even. revenge is so sweet for the one's that deserve it.

My writing is something done with no thought just the constant thoughts in my fingers from my brain. I'm a logical and reasonable person with a hidden self. I've seen some pretty bad shit in my time and that has made me who I am. I'm strong in ways that no one else could ever be.

Spardiel and I have been linked since we first met. This was a good three years ago. we have both changed a hell of a lot in that time with each others help. people have beaten us down but together we have come out on top. The secret around my neck is the key to our ever lasting love and my ring.(He lost his)

"Dry your eyes, soul mate dry your eyes, cause soul mates never die."

Spardiel use to sing this to me when I cried. I taught him most of what he knows. I taught him how to apply make up, i taught him to smile but he taught himself to draw. I am very proud of him and he has come a long way and will continue to still. I won't let anyone stop him no matter what I have to do. I won't let you undo all my work. Together we built a wall and together that wall will stay. I am his water baby and only people who have seen the photo will understand why.

Together Forever is a HUGEEEEEEE Understatement!

I once had Spardiel's nickname carved into my arm. My friends did it for me and it stayed for months. You can still see it faintly. I am his angel.

we are past forever we will be together always, Love your Jay

This is only the beginning and who knows when the end will come. we may not have forever but we still have tomorrow (hopefully).

Life is a road to somewhere. Every time a puddle appears we have to swim through it. It may be small or it may be big but there is an end. Don't let yourself drown. The question is are we waiting for the puddles or the road?

I understand life on a mental level and can break it down into parts and analysis it. I learnt that not everything is because of me. I didn't kill my grandmother or give my Aunty breast cancer. The thing that dampened the whole thing is when I put my thoughts up to logic and the lady I was saying it all to even had trouble challenging it. But still here I am.

I don't think it will ever totally leave my body but it comes and it goes. I have no medium. Everything is either good or totally and utterly bad. That is something I learn to deal with everyday. Spardiel and i take one day at a time to save ourselves the extra pain.

The secrets I carry and lies I hold make me what and who I am. I am strong for myself but mainly for the people around me. I can play any game and become anything I want or put my mind to. Love keeps me strong and without it I fall to pieces.

My secret - tell everyone the basics but keep the secrets to yourself that way everyone thinks you tell them everything. I only tell Spardiel the truth. We don't lie to each other and we don't hold back. That is why together we are one strong unit.

Till I write again remember that anyone can help you but only you can save yourself.

Love Spardiel's wife, Rei

Word Court - 753

Description
This is the very straight and clear writing of Spariel's wife. (Don't worry I asked him first)
There are three types of people; writers, drawers and talkers. I'm a writer. I do admit it has been a while since i sat down and wrote from the heart. There was once but only Ash read that. this a release for me and nothing more.

"Cause its so easy, to tell a lie and it so easy, to run and hide but it's no easy, to be alive so don't be wastin none of my time." Living It Up by Limp Bizkit

Anger isn't something i feel often but it can come on very strong. I HATE LIERS! I HATE BITCHY GIRLS WHO THING THEY RULE THE WORLD!

I guess the way i deal with my anger is not to get angry but get even. revenge is so sweet for the one's that deserve it.

My writing is something done with no thought just the constant thoughts in my fingers from my brain. I'm a logical and reasonable person with a hidden self. I've seen some pretty bad shit in my time and that has made me who I am. I'm strong in ways that no one else could ever be.

Spardiel and I have been linked since we first met. This was a good three years ago. we have both changed a hell of a lot in that time with each others help. people have beaten us down but together we have come out on top. The secret around my neck is the key to our ever lasting love and my ring.(He lost his)

"Dry your eyes, soul mate dry your eyes, cause soul mates never die."

Spardiel use to sing this to me when I cried. I taught him most of what he knows. I taught him how to apply make up, i taught him to smile but he taught himself to draw. I am very proud of him and he has come a long way and will continue to still. I won't let anyone stop him no matter what I have to do. I won't let you undo all my work. Together we built a wall and together that wall will stay. I am his water baby and only people who have seen the photo will understand why.

Together Forever is a HUGEEEEEEE Understatement!

I once had Spardiel's nickname carved into my arm. My friends did it for me and it stayed for months. You can still see it faintly. I am his angel.

we are past forever we will be together always, Love your Jay

This is only the beginning and who knows when the end will come. we may not have forever but we still have tomorrow (hopefully).

Life is a road to somewhere. Every time a puddle appears we have to swim through it. It may be small or it may be big but there is an end. Don't let yourself drown. The question is are we waiting for the puddles or the road?

I understand life on a mental level and can break it down into parts and analysis it. I learnt that not everything is because of me. I didn't kill my grandmother or give my Aunty breast cancer. The thing that dampened the whole thing is when I put my thoughts up to logic and the lady I was saying it all to even had trouble challenging it. But still here I am.

I don't think it will ever totally leave my body but it comes and it goes. I have no medium. Everything is either good or totally and utterly bad. That is something I learn to deal with everyday. Spardiel and i take one day at a time to save ourselves the extra pain.

The secrets I carry and lies I hold make me what and who I am. I am strong for myself but mainly for the people around me. I can play any game and become anything I want or put my mind to. Love keeps me strong and without it I fall to pieces.

My secret - tell everyone the basics but keep the secrets to yourself that way everyone thinks you tell them everything. I only tell Spardiel the truth. We don't lie to each other and we don't hold back. That is why together we are one strong unit.

Till I write again remember that anyone can help you but only you can save yourself.

Love Spardiel's wife, Rei

Word Court - 753