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Not exactly an "oh I'm depressed moodcrash woe is me" vent, I feel completely fine emotionally in that regard.

im just all over the place.

burdening myself with things I shouldn't burden myself with
its kinda difficult for me to put into words exactly how I feel
angry yet remorseful
timid yet impulsive
so fed up with with tension that I find myself willing to take blame for everything
regardless of who's right or wrong
guilty or innocent
hated or forgiven
Grudging or moved on
Regardless I'm putting my pride aside and shoving all of that bullshit away

Im not on my knees begging for shit I could care less I'm way beyond past everything now

im rolling my eyes at everything that's happened and taking the full burden upon myself because I've tried doing shit everybody else's way and where has that gotten me this whole thing has been drug on for far too long its ridiculous pointless and tbh hilarious at this point if I'm honest with myself

its time I listen to myself for a change

What happens next is up to you, but either way it's your choice and I don't really give a fuck about either outcome, just know that I'm over everything and hold absolutely nothing against you anymore :'/

i know this this should have been said a long time ago but I'm human and quite frankly a dumbass so uh yeah

Long story short
I'm sorry for everything.

Im done with this..

Description
Not exactly an "oh I'm depressed moodcrash woe is me" vent, I feel completely fine emotionally in that regard.

im just all over the place.

burdening myself with things I shouldn't burden myself with
its kinda difficult for me to put into words exactly how I feel
angry yet remorseful
timid yet impulsive
so fed up with with tension that I find myself willing to take blame for everything
regardless of who's right or wrong
guilty or innocent
hated or forgiven
Grudging or moved on
Regardless I'm putting my pride aside and shoving all of that bullshit away

Im not on my knees begging for shit I could care less I'm way beyond past everything now

im rolling my eyes at everything that's happened and taking the full burden upon myself because I've tried doing shit everybody else's way and where has that gotten me this whole thing has been drug on for far too long its ridiculous pointless and tbh hilarious at this point if I'm honest with myself

its time I listen to myself for a change

What happens next is up to you, but either way it's your choice and I don't really give a fuck about either outcome, just know that I'm over everything and hold absolutely nothing against you anymore :'/

i know this this should have been said a long time ago but I'm human and quite frankly a dumbass so uh yeah

Long story short
I'm sorry for everything.

Im done with this..