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SpeckledHeart — I'm Not Okay.
Published: 2012-03-09 14:38:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 262; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 6
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Description They don't see the sad smile,
Curving upwards,
Trying desperately to stay on top.
Not a frown, but close to it.
Almost not a smile at all.
They don't hear the pain in the voice,
They believe in the joy, and kind words.
They don't know It's bitter,
And full of hatred.
They listen to It's words of content,
But they don't hear It's discontent.
I'm okay.
I really am.
They think It's happy,
But happiness is a word only used to describe It's dreams.
And one person.
It was perfectly joyful with this person.
But now darkness has crept back in.
It loves him.
He loves It.
But still, It is unhappy.
Doesn't matter what I say,
I'm not o-fucking-kay!

Trust me.
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Comments: 12

HandsomeChair [2012-03-09 14:55:28 +0000 UTC]

Interesting use of the f-word. What happened, Emmy?

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SpeckledHeart In reply to HandsomeChair [2012-03-09 15:32:54 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, I think?
Don't worry about it.

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GrayThunderWolf [2012-03-09 14:41:02 +0000 UTC]

My Chemical Romance reference? It's nice, I like it.

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SpeckledHeart In reply to GrayThunderWolf [2012-03-09 14:42:05 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Mixed with anger. Thank you, it means a lot. ^^

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GrayThunderWolf In reply to SpeckledHeart [2012-03-09 15:09:38 +0000 UTC]

No problem, I'm in love with that band. It's good to see that someone finds a deeper meaning to things and doesn't just like them because they're "catchy" or "cool".

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SpeckledHeart In reply to GrayThunderWolf [2012-03-09 15:32:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm not exactly in love, but I can relate with their music a bit. ^^

I know what you mean. I base my music interest mostly on stuff I can relate to...And then, of course, there's dance music, hehe.

What's your favorite song by them? ^^

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GrayThunderWolf In reply to SpeckledHeart [2012-03-09 19:39:41 +0000 UTC]

Hm, it's hard to decide......but if I had to narrow it down, I'd have to say "The Ghost of You", "I'm Not Okay", "Welcome to the Black Parade", and "Mama".

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SpeckledHeart In reply to GrayThunderWolf [2012-03-10 00:28:44 +0000 UTC]

Ah, sweet!! Interesting choices. ^^

Mine are "Welcome to the Black Parade", "Mama", "House of Wolves", and "Cancer".

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GrayThunderWolf In reply to SpeckledHeart [2012-03-11 05:20:00 +0000 UTC]

Those are good too.

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SpeckledHeart In reply to GrayThunderWolf [2012-03-11 18:48:20 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. ^^

So..how's life?

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GrayThunderWolf In reply to SpeckledHeart [2012-03-11 21:51:43 +0000 UTC]

Okay, working on restoring a 1969 Dodge Charger, so life's pretty good for me at the moment

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SpeckledHeart In reply to GrayThunderWolf [2012-03-12 00:35:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh, that's really cool! Good luck with it, as if you need it. ^^

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