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Published: 2014-12-28 18:37:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 1473; Favourites: 88; Downloads: 18
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October 28th, 2018: I actually feel a lot different, changed, but I know I am still this little girl dreaming of big things, not afraid of life and full of creativity. But sometimes this little girl does not believe she actually exists anymore, or just falls asleep and suddenly I feel very lost. Growing up is such a weird thing!Related content
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Good!! Β Just be your beautiful self!! Β <3 Noel
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He he. Hiding your face again. 
Lovely hair, cute little smile, and.... EYE!
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well yeah 
thank you 
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Welcome. I read the post below. Good for you for being yourself. That's not always an easy thing, wanting to change in order to be accepted by others can be a strong pull.
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I learned very soon that trying to be someone I am not is useless...Β
We are all different, but there is always someone who loves us.
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That's excellent advice to remember. 
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I'd love to hear your thoughts behind your name for this shot.
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Well, if you really want to.
No matter how hard I try to be different or act differently I always fail. My mother is always telling me how she hates the way I am, that she is dissapointed, because I am with my boyfriend, and that no one will ever love me if I am myself. It's not really nice of her, she is probably jealous of my boyfriend. Or maybe it's something else, I don't really know why parent would tell that to their child.
But, despite what she says, people like me, my friends love me the way I am, my boyfriend loves me.. and that is all I need. I don't know what is wrong with me and I just guess I will never really change, because that just wouldn't be me. I don't want to please my mother, or anyone who doesn't love the real me.Β
I love my mother, but no matter what I do, she will always find something wrong in me. Β But I just can't change, even if I wanted to.Β
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glad you like it
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