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Description
Decided to update my sicksona because my last one was really bad to look at-

I haven't thought of a name for them yet but probably something to do with acting or something.

Explanations:

Dull grey/grey-blue color scheme- Shows how bland and invsible I usually feel.
Belt around neck- I often choked myself with this belt to near passing out. I tried to kill myself (with a different belt) when I was 10.
Bandaid- I often pop and poke at pimples on my face till they bleed. Thus having to cover them up with bandaids.
Wet hair and hooves/puddle- I'm terrified of drowning again. It's a big reason I stay away from deep ends of the pool. I also had a YMCA counselor who wouldn't let me leave the pool until I would float on my back. Scared the hell out of me.
Cataracts + Dark circles under eyes- Lately my vision has been having slight haziness to it. Also I stay up late at nights on my computer meaning I get little to no sleep.
Running makeup- I wear makeup to make myself feel good and to feel pretty but I always feel like shit after I return home.
Drool- Represent both my spitting problem and also my insane hunger. I'm almost always snacking on something-
Cutie mark- I'm seen as the 'Funny Friend'. I shouldn't be sad/depressed. I'm supposed to make everyone happy. I should be grateful with the things I have. But sure enough; my mask will crack to show my true feelings.

Hope you like it?

Description
Decided to update my sicksona because my last one was really bad to look at-

I haven't thought of a name for them yet but probably something to do with acting or something.

Explanations:

Dull grey/grey-blue color scheme- Shows how bland and invsible I usually feel.
Belt around neck- I often choked myself with this belt to near passing out. I tried to kill myself (with a different belt) when I was 10.
Bandaid- I often pop and poke at pimples on my face till they bleed. Thus having to cover them up with bandaids.
Wet hair and hooves/puddle- I'm terrified of drowning again. It's a big reason I stay away from deep ends of the pool. I also had a YMCA counselor who wouldn't let me leave the pool until I would float on my back. Scared the hell out of me.
Cataracts + Dark circles under eyes- Lately my vision has been having slight haziness to it. Also I stay up late at nights on my computer meaning I get little to no sleep.
Running makeup- I wear makeup to make myself feel good and to feel pretty but I always feel like shit after I return home.
Drool- Represent both my spitting problem and also my insane hunger. I'm almost always snacking on something-
Cutie mark- I'm seen as the 'Funny Friend'. I shouldn't be sad/depressed. I'm supposed to make everyone happy. I should be grateful with the things I have. But sure enough; my mask will crack to show my true feelings.

Hope you like it?