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After a bit of crying I slowly walked into school to make it to my computer class and I logged in to find messages from TeukDimples. I had forgotten about him and I felt bad that I didn't message him….even though I was unconscious in the hospital so I'd hope he'd understand. As soon as it said I had logged on an instant message came up, which brought a smile to my face.

"Thought you'd never come back." TeukDimples said. I messaged him back.

"Sorry was in the hospital a few days." I said and now I regretted saying that.

"Why were you in the hospital?!" He said.

"I have……" Then I stopped there.

"Please tell me, I'm worried about you." He said and I smiled feeling comfort.

"I have cancer…" I said to him and he was silent for a good minute.

"Do you have a cell phone by any chance LoveMin?" He said to me and my eyes got wide.

"No I can't afford one." I said to him feeling embarrassed.

"Tell me your address." He said and for a second I felt scared of why he asked for my address but stupidly I told him.

"Lee Sungmin, I love your name." He said to me. For some reason I felt my cheeks heat up and I looked away from the computer like he could actually see me.

"Thank you, may I ask your name?" I asked him.

"Leeteuk is what I like to be called but my real name is Park Jung Soo." He said and I smiled because I liked his name too.

"But don't tell anyone that because you're the first person I've ever told." He said and I was flattered by that.

"I promise I won't tell." I said and we quickly said our goodbyes as soon as the bell rang. I wanted to talk to him more but unfortunately that wasn't going to happen till the next day. Jonghyun thankfully had gotten in trouble with some teachers and was held in the principal's office so I was in the clear for awhile. That gave me relief. It was lunch time and I sat under the normal tree I always sat under. "Where have you been did you get sick?" I heard Changmin say as he walked over to me, sitting down under the tree as well. "I guess you could say that." I said slowly picking away my food. "Did they do it?" He said looking at me from the corner of my eye. I nodded. "You should stand up for yourself Sungmin otherwise they are going to keep doing it." He said and I looked at him with a glare. "You think I don't try to stop them Changmin, it's three against one!" I yelled tearing up.

He got up and then looked at me. "Maybe you should just give in and join the popular society, then you wouldn't have problems like this." He said and walked away. I couldn't believe he had said that to me. I wasn't going to be someone's lapdog and bow to their every will just to please them. Hell no! It seemed like now I didn't have anyone on my side, not even my best friend. I was completely alone now and I needed to accept that…

END OF CHAPTER 1 PART 6

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After a bit of crying I slowly walked into school to make it to my computer class and I logged in to find messages from TeukDimples. I had forgotten about him and I felt bad that I didn't message him….even though I was unconscious in the hospital so I'd hope he'd understand. As soon as it said I had logged on an instant message came up, which brought a smile to my face.

"Thought you'd never come back." TeukDimples said. I messaged him back.

"Sorry was in the hospital a few days." I said and now I regretted saying that.

"Why were you in the hospital?!" He said.

"I have……" Then I stopped there.

"Please tell me, I'm worried about you." He said and I smiled feeling comfort.

"I have cancer…" I said to him and he was silent for a good minute.

"Do you have a cell phone by any chance LoveMin?" He said to me and my eyes got wide.

"No I can't afford one." I said to him feeling embarrassed.

"Tell me your address." He said and for a second I felt scared of why he asked for my address but stupidly I told him.

"Lee Sungmin, I love your name." He said to me. For some reason I felt my cheeks heat up and I looked away from the computer like he could actually see me.

"Thank you, may I ask your name?" I asked him.

"Leeteuk is what I like to be called but my real name is Park Jung Soo." He said and I smiled because I liked his name too.

"But don't tell anyone that because you're the first person I've ever told." He said and I was flattered by that.

"I promise I won't tell." I said and we quickly said our goodbyes as soon as the bell rang. I wanted to talk to him more but unfortunately that wasn't going to happen till the next day. Jonghyun thankfully had gotten in trouble with some teachers and was held in the principal's office so I was in the clear for awhile. That gave me relief. It was lunch time and I sat under the normal tree I always sat under. "Where have you been did you get sick?" I heard Changmin say as he walked over to me, sitting down under the tree as well. "I guess you could say that." I said slowly picking away my food. "Did they do it?" He said looking at me from the corner of my eye. I nodded. "You should stand up for yourself Sungmin otherwise they are going to keep doing it." He said and I looked at him with a glare. "You think I don't try to stop them Changmin, it's three against one!" I yelled tearing up.

He got up and then looked at me. "Maybe you should just give in and join the popular society, then you wouldn't have problems like this." He said and walked away. I couldn't believe he had said that to me. I wasn't going to be someone's lapdog and bow to their every will just to please them. Hell no! It seemed like now I didn't have anyone on my side, not even my best friend. I was completely alone now and I needed to accept that…

END OF CHAPTER 1 PART 6