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"When the stars are the only thing we share... Will you be there?"

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Thought I would like to share a little something.

My dad is no longer with me anymore... He passed away a little more then a year ago. But even though he died. Even though I watched him die. Even though all of this happened and I KNOW he is gone. It still feels like he is just took a trip somewhere. That he will be back. It feels so certain even though it is MORE certain he is gone forever. I always think to myself what kind of person he made me into. And I would be so different without his guidance. Without him I wouldn't be in the town I live. I wouldn't have encountered the people I met. He may have been stern... but he was like a mother bird that taught me how to fly. I love you dad. And I refuse to say I LOVED you. Because you aren't gone. You are here. You are me. And I love me...

Another thing is the reason why I chose my Flukan to look off into the distance is because Flukans have a special way of dealing with death. Flukans turn into this purifying dust in which they can spread into the water to make the water more pure. I didn't realize it until a bit ago that when my dad passed away we spread his ashes around the deeper forests in our town. And in the last place... we put it into the river... Just like he wanted to be part of nature. He wanted to disapear into the ground. Now he is my town. He is the animals and the coyotes and the birds and the flies and dragon flies and frogs, everything. Just the way flukans work. The song that I used is really important to me because it talked about using the lessons you learned from a long time ago for your present day and future.

On another another note! I think my dad would really enjoy flukans, steven universe, and the music I like! He was open minded about stuff like that. I wish he was here to tell me how proud he was that I got into my dream school. And that I actually made some money on this website... So uh..... Also I never cry a lot about him. I think about him everyday just about. He's still looking down on me and smiling. I know it. I feel it.

 I dont want anyone to think today is a sad day for me! Because even though Im going to cry a bit I will know that my dad is at peace. and he is watching me improve and be myself. I hope everyone feels the same way. if your dad isnt here anymore or has passed away. I would love for you to still make this father's day special even if that is the case~!

Love you dad...!


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susling [2015-10-26 20:41:58 +0000 UTC]

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Koroblin [2015-06-27 23:40:28 +0000 UTC]

YOUR ART IS MAGIC OMGSSSS

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susling In reply to Koroblin [2015-06-28 22:05:29 +0000 UTC]

AHHH THANK YOU

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Chained-Ikshu [2015-06-23 20:58:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for your loss....

Your father is watching over you, I can tell he is. I bet he is proud of you for staying strong. You are so kind to do this for him, I know he can sense that you are telling him 'Happy fathers day!~' I'm absolutely sure that he is smiling for you

Lol my dad's birthday was fathers day 0v0

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susling In reply to Chained-Ikshu [2015-06-23 21:19:17 +0000 UTC]


Aw it's really okay ;v;
He is at peace right now so it wasn't a loss for him!
Thank you though

Omg that's convenient!

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Chained-Ikshu In reply to susling [2015-06-23 23:58:37 +0000 UTC]

I'm working on another drawing for you ovo
I have nothing to do, so I thought it would be nice

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dratini12 [2015-06-21 21:12:14 +0000 UTC]

dont worry, im sure your father is proud of you wherever he is

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susling In reply to dratini12 [2015-06-22 20:17:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ;o;

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marqimoo [2015-06-21 20:09:14 +0000 UTC]

Your dad sounds like a great man, I would have loved to meet him!  

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susling In reply to marqimoo [2015-06-22 20:17:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank you he really was ;V;

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