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assimilated [2009-01-19 09:14:21 +0000 UTC]
Awesome image!
I'd consider blurring the fan a little as its so precise (very sharp edged) and would like that little bit more fitting in with the rest of the image.
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Rumiel [2009-01-19 05:35:14 +0000 UTC]
Reminds me of a sequence of dreams I've been having...
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-19 08:06:41 +0000 UTC]
Yea, it's an interesting dream, and I keep getting it over and over again. Kinda makes me wonder what kind of message it's trying to give me....
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-19 08:40:42 +0000 UTC]
If you don't mind my asking, what is it you're dreaming?
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-19 19:40:41 +0000 UTC]
it's really hard to explain... I'll try and make it as simple as I can. It's really weird.
The part that relates to your picture is when there's a solar eclipse and the sky turns a crimson red. The whole dream itself is of a coming disaster. *shrugs* I've grown used to the ominousness of the dream, but it's still really weird and why I keep having it is beyond me....
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-19 20:30:11 +0000 UTC]
Hmm, that is odd.
Have you tried looking into any dream interpretation? I know a pretty good site for it, if you'd like the link.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-19 22:57:59 +0000 UTC]
I have this gut feeling, but I really don't want to believe or acknowledge it, otherwise, I USED to have a Dreamers' Dictionary.... Key words being 'USED TO'.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-20 02:53:57 +0000 UTC]
Almost two years. O_o
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-20 03:08:56 +0000 UTC]
Oh wow, that's quite a while...
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-20 04:06:17 +0000 UTC]
Yea, that's why it kinda concerns me. It's not that day to day bothersome thing, I mean I focus on my current life and the people around me, but it's just one of those things.
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-20 04:25:29 +0000 UTC]
Yeah... Dreams are an odd thing, sometimes.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-20 05:18:15 +0000 UTC]
Well, I donno what you believe or think, but there's all that hype about the End of The World in 2012. And there is a complete solar eclipse then as well... And a galactic alignment where the sun will rise in the center of the Milky Way. (Mom watched this show called Nostradamus 2012 on the History Channel.)
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-20 06:32:46 +0000 UTC]
This is true. *nods* I suppose my take on it is much the same. Thing is, this might sound crazy, the dream revolves around me and my best friend... I suppose THAT'S what worries me....
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-20 06:51:46 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, I can understand that... Hmmm... It almost sounds like (if you don't mind my guess) this dream has something to do with a fear of losing your friend...
You're saying the sky turns red, and in a dream red often symbolizes love or some very strong emotion. And the end of the world kinda like your afraid of it ending? Your friendship.
That's just a guess, but since you say the dream revolves around the two of you, that's kinda what it makes me think.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-20 07:19:58 +0000 UTC]
I am afraid to loose her, but I know I could continue on without her. I've been in love with her for 9½ years and still going. We've had our ups, we've had our downs. Dated once, ended horribly, yet right now, we're actually the best we've been since we met... It says a lot, but still...
I sit on the sidelines as she plays out her life the way she wants to. I support her in her choices...And I do my best to give her a break from the stresses of daily life and be there for a good laugh.
I hurt quite a bit still, but there's nothing I can do about that. I live my life, make my own choices, whether I want to or not. I live with my mistakes and hope for the best, but not too much as to not be let down...
She's finally trusting me more, and being more comfortable around me.
Something deep down tells me not to get too close... Not again. And something also tells me that there's something out there that I must do and that will play a part in what will happen with my best friend... I could either put her in danger or protect her by keeping her at a distance.
She plans to be an actress on Broadway. She's finishing her last year of college now. I'm just entering college to become an English Teacher in Japan. In one hand, I know I want to follow Kiri. In the other, I want to really go to Japan for more than one reason. I suppose it's all linked. I really don't know.
I get so confused and lost about it. But at this point, I'm at the most clear spot I've been in the last 9 years with her...And myself. I donno if it's a precursor to something yet to come or what... All I know is I'm confused, lost, hurt, but struggling.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-21 04:51:57 +0000 UTC]
I hope so... I just hope my sanity can keep going that long. O_O It's already been 9 years and running.
She'll flirt and let loose with me, granted, it's what I asked for her to do with me when life got to be too much... The flirting though...I play along with it, but it kinda gets to me.
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-21 05:02:36 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, I can imagine...
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-21 05:55:06 +0000 UTC]
Heh. It sucks. I'm one of the rare ones that just can't get rid of those stupid feelings...
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-21 06:34:53 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, I kinda know how that feels. It does suck...
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-26 23:42:05 +0000 UTC]
Eh, I've learned to deal with it. As long as she stays my friend and the one constant in my life, I'll be alright.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-27 15:56:58 +0000 UTC]
So how are things with you?
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-27 16:11:45 +0000 UTC]
A month? Good grief! O_O
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-27 18:32:40 +0000 UTC]
I know! lol. Way too long to be sick.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-27 22:54:01 +0000 UTC]
XD I haven't been sick since the flu nearly killed me when I was 12.
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-27 23:26:08 +0000 UTC]
The last time I was majorly sick (before this) I was 12 too O.o
It didn't almost kill me though, it was just miserable.
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Rumiel In reply to SweetLilEmo [2009-01-28 04:35:01 +0000 UTC]
LOL The flu sucks. O_O
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SweetLilEmo In reply to Rumiel [2009-01-28 04:58:09 +0000 UTC]
It really does.
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xxBatzyxx [2009-01-19 05:34:05 +0000 UTC]
Just, WOW!
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