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Taimoshi — Muscle Memory
Published: 2011-02-05 11:29:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 158; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description
I can not help butLet go of people
When I think that they'll
cause me to feel pain.
It is a defense
Mechanism that
I can't seem to stop
Myself from using
It's just like muscle
Memory to me
I do it without
Even meaning to
It's like when a kid
Is little and they think
If they can't see you
You cannot see them
I figure if I
Ignore the pain that
It won't hurt and I'll
Just be numb some more
I also figure
That If I cut you
Out of my life then
You cannot hurt me
I figured wrong and
I still feel the pain
Only it is worse now
That I am the cause
I just can't help it
I seem to grow to
Hate people I meet
Eventually…
