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Published: 2004-11-27 08:15:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 245; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 7
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Description They say to hold onto something dear,
That is close to your heart.

How am I supposed to hold onto it,
When it destroys me from the inside out.

You are like rust within me,
Eroding my once glowing soul.

Struggling I still grasp onto you,
As your everything to me.

How many times I've cried over you,
You've never been saturated by my tears.

I've done everything to erase you,
To make me forget what I savoured.

Yet, this burden hurting me inside,
I carry along with me, alone.
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Comments: 23

silmeraana [2004-11-27 23:38:02 +0000 UTC]

Hehe like others, i can relate perfectly. I guess a lot of us are getting over ex-boyfriends of doom... *shrug*

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tasha3121 In reply to silmeraana [2004-11-28 05:41:08 +0000 UTC]

In a twisted way.... even though it hurts it's kind of good that all the emotional pain from our ex's we can all relate to, that is we aren't alone as we sometimes feel we are because there are other people going through exactly the same sh*t as us so there will always be someone to talk to who clearly understands .

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silmeraana In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-28 06:07:21 +0000 UTC]

My thoughts exactly! ^_^

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Tortured-Poetry [2004-11-27 17:50:12 +0000 UTC]

i like it...and i can relate.... !

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tasha3121 In reply to Tortured-Poetry [2004-11-28 05:44:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank You!

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MemoriesOfRain [2004-11-27 12:42:57 +0000 UTC]

Very strong visual images... it makes me want to paint, capture the image. Photoshop is calling to me. hehe
I may end up doing some picture based on this poem, if I do I'll let you know.

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tasha3121 In reply to MemoriesOfRain [2004-11-27 12:58:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh my goodness! YaY feel free to do so. If you do I can link your image to the poem

Thanks,
Tasha.

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tasha3121 In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-28 05:34:53 +0000 UTC]

Done it. I'm so sorry, I logged off after you had replied. From memory it was inbetween 10:30pm till 11:30pm. I'm not quite sure.
LOL is it fun when everyone is asleep. Sometimes I walk behind my house to a park and swing on a swing. No one is a round, its silent and beautiful, all I have is the stars above me. I do this all the time over the summer....and guess what?.....summer has kinda begun . Other times its fun waking really warly in the morning and poking people till they wake coz you got nothing better to do hehe.

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MemoriesOfRain In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-30 18:59:58 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha... it's winter here.... and it's Arizona, which means we're probably having about the same weather as you are!

Wow, swinging outside under the stars sounds fun. All I have behind my house is an alley and a shopping center.

I never wake people up in the morning, I love the feeling of being the only one awake and having the house to myself. I'm always disappointed when the first person wakes up. I'm the kind of person who's completely content being alone. I have dozens of friends regardless.... cause I feed and comfort wounded wild animals, well the human equivalent of them.

That went off into a tangent, wow. *yawns* I'm going to go find more food and NOT let myself take another painkiller.

~Alyssa

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MemoriesOfRain In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-27 13:31:58 +0000 UTC]

or you could make it a preview image if you wanted. I feel like pouncing on random people who I don't know and confusing them (gotta love that random deviant button) but in a few minutes when I'm tired of doing that I'll go play with photoshop and see if I can transfer the picture your poem put in my mind onto this evil machine.
What time is it where you are? Cause it's like 6:30 am here. lol I fell asleep at 7:00 last night and woke up at 2 am this morning.
It is amusing to be wide awake at 3 am and get the entire dark house to myself to prowl until other people wake up.

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tasha3121 In reply to MemoriesOfRain [2004-11-28 05:50:03 +0000 UTC]

oops I replied to my own comment for you lol i think it should be there

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selene-vampire [2004-11-27 08:18:01 +0000 UTC]

I can completely relate, I'm there myself. I like it very much!

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tasha3121 In reply to selene-vampire [2004-11-27 08:42:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank You!

We should start a group or something, gosh love can feel so sour sometimes

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selene-vampire In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-27 20:28:56 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it can. We should-- an art group about infidelity survivors or something, lol.

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tasha3121 In reply to selene-vampire [2004-11-28 05:43:50 +0000 UTC]

yeah..... or perhaps the broken hearts club,a place where we can voice/show art from all our pain from heartache

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selene-vampire In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-28 06:52:57 +0000 UTC]

Yup...! I totally agree. And, maybe, bashing? I would love to sit and bash my ex for hours on end. XD

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tasha3121 In reply to selene-vampire [2004-11-28 07:00:07 +0000 UTC]

I'd love to give him one deadly bite....somwhere on his body lol, so he can feel my pain and forever remember.

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selene-vampire In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-28 07:03:14 +0000 UTC]

Gosh, can I relate! LOL, I want to impale his stomach with my stiletto boots. I hate when I see him and he's happy-- like, "you hurt me so bad, and you're HAPPY?! How dare you be happy when you killed me inside!"

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tasha3121 In reply to selene-vampire [2004-11-28 07:16:59 +0000 UTC]

Ugh! I know. My ex just lives his life like I was nothing to him. I'm simply erased. Boy am I so close to making a voodoo doll of him just to punish/teach him a lesson. I learnt so much from him, yet looking back I noticed how childish and arrogant he could be. Grrrr.

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selene-vampire In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-28 07:21:31 +0000 UTC]

I understand. When I look back I think about how stupid I was to fall for him, and what a jerk he was to me! He used to say the most degrading things to me and I'd lap it up. I was a sap. And I'm so there with the voodoo thing. Is that an art form? *thinks about a voodoo deviant*

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tasha3121 In reply to selene-vampire [2004-11-28 07:26:32 +0000 UTC]

lol.i saw it on a documentary here and on a simpsons episode (we get at least an hour to two hours a DAY of simpson repeats lol) patty and selma made on of homer and stuck pins in his eyes.

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selene-vampire In reply to tasha3121 [2004-11-28 07:33:28 +0000 UTC]

*cough* I would have aimed for something lower *cough*

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tasha3121 In reply to selene-vampire [2004-11-28 07:36:31 +0000 UTC]

lol

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