TheMysteriousDewd [2018-03-31 17:27:57 +0000 UTC]
Y’know, it feels weird to be on my old account again, though this is the only thing I’m going to do with it. Heh, I know this is a bit late of the anniversary, not that I’m treating it as a celebration of any sort, but I just came to check how my old buddy Ian was, and was shocked to find this, I honestly thought you hated me for leaving like I did with no explanation for so long. But I figure it’s finally time to give an explanation to why I went quiet.
At first, I never planned to leave, and it was just a coincidence that I left after you said what seems like forever ago that you were going to leave. I had a ski trip that weekend and never said anything. I felt guilty and figured you guys thought I hadn’t come back because Ian was gone. I didn’t go on, and not to mention, I wasn’t allowed to go on my computer due to me being on Discord so much I didn’t do much else. But as time went by, I connected with some IRL friends some more and I realized that even though I may have acted a bit kind on Discord, I had acted like an ass elsewhere. I didn’t want that to happen again. It wasn’t your guys’ fault, it’s just that I became addicted. I was tempted a few times to come back, but after my parents’ divorce, I had to step up in life. And when my mother died, I had to overcome some of my inner demons that had manifested in me. I have changed alot, but I still try to remain as positive as I can. I have to.
Note that this does not mean I’m coming back, I hope that doesn’t dissappoint, but my life outside is busy, and I still have some areas to work on. I miss you guys bunches, and I may leave a rare comment if the occasion is right, but I want you guys to know I’m doing all right, I’ve grown up, but I remain as positive as I can. You guys were honestly some of the best friends I’ve ever had. Have a great day, and a happy Easter, Enderz, and I hope you guys can forgive me for leaving.
And by the way, your art is still as fantastic as ever, you’ve improved alot since I left, great work!
-Myst
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