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Published: 2023-09-18 15:11:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 1152; Favourites: 12; Downloads: 0
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[the text on the picture is taken from the song “Solitude and Silence” by In Mourning band]

 

Today is an important day to many of us because on this day two years ago we lost our great manga artist, whose name’s Axol. Let’s honor him with a minute of silence…

  

Do you know that I’ve been really excited when SMG4’s posted that mini comic where Axol confessed his feelings to Melony? I’m a romantic in the soul, as I said a lot of times, so I’ve been in waiting for the moment they become a couple.

 

And they became… but at what cost…

 

There are no words to fully describe my state at that moment. I remember the wrath because the writers allowed that crushing ending to happen… I remember the grief because I… no, WE will never see them together… I remember… I remember I was devastated by all of this… because we have got nothing of everyting that might  be with their story

 

And this pain… still hurts me… like it was yesterday… I want to cry when I see Axol and Melony together in some kind of fanarts… but I can’t because I’m too weak for it, not enough sorrow I have.

 

I think there’s no doubt that WOTFI 2021 changed all of us… but maybe I’m the only one that still goes through the aftermaths, that takes it TOO seriously… and you know what, this is the truth.

 

But still, today is the day of our mourning (or only mine) and I’ve drawn this art as a tribute to Axol, who has been one of my favorite SMG4 characters and will be forever and ever. I've tried to portray Melony’s grief, and I think I’ve succesed in this… and I hope this illustration isn’t awful or disrespectful for you

 

I still hate the ending of WOTFI 2021 and I still want to reconstruct the whole SMG4 universe, using SMG4BA AU, to reunite Axol and Melony… and one day I will do this… one day…
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