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Aannnd another one is done! 2019 definitely brought a lot of challenges to the table, but ultimately I don't feel like i have to recover from it as much as I did with the past years (even though some situations could have definitely turned out better and there're some trainwrecks waiting for me just around the corner, but we'll get there when we'll get there.)

I somehow finally managed to fall in love with doing art again and I'm going at nyomm speeds compared to three years ago. I know what I want to experiment with and I still cannot picture anything 18 months from now, but let's be serious, 2021 is not a real year.

I've never done better than 2019 mental health wise, which is great but also kind of disappointing because I'm still a nervous wreck. But I'm learning, and that's what matters.

2020 is just gonna be the embodiment of 'I'll kick my own ass - I'll punch a bee - idgaf' because I need to learn so many things and I have a pretty good idea what my limits are burnout-wise, so i'm really gonna try to thread the needle this year. (which is dangerous, and I know I shouldn't, but believe it or not I know what I'm doing, and I need to find my inner Jack Kirby.)

I've just been scrolling through all my social media, looking at statistics and comparing them to previous years and ohboi there's some potential here.

idk I'm just hecstatic to see this year coming to a close on a positive note and I'm going to ride this rush of endorphins as long as it lasts; apologies for the ramble and a wonderful end of 2019 to you all <3

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Aannnd another one is done! 2019 definitely brought a lot of challenges to the table, but ultimately I don't feel like i have to recover from it as much as I did with the past years (even though some situations could have definitely turned out better and there're some trainwrecks waiting for me just around the corner, but we'll get there when we'll get there.)

I somehow finally managed to fall in love with doing art again and I'm going at nyomm speeds compared to three years ago. I know what I want to experiment with and I still cannot picture anything 18 months from now, but let's be serious, 2021 is not a real year.

I've never done better than 2019 mental health wise, which is great but also kind of disappointing because I'm still a nervous wreck. But I'm learning, and that's what matters.

2020 is just gonna be the embodiment of 'I'll kick my own ass - I'll punch a bee - idgaf' because I need to learn so many things and I have a pretty good idea what my limits are burnout-wise, so i'm really gonna try to thread the needle this year. (which is dangerous, and I know I shouldn't, but believe it or not I know what I'm doing, and I need to find my inner Jack Kirby.)

I've just been scrolling through all my social media, looking at statistics and comparing them to previous years and ohboi there's some potential here.

idk I'm just hecstatic to see this year coming to a close on a positive note and I'm going to ride this rush of endorphins as long as it lasts; apologies for the ramble and a wonderful end of 2019 to you all <3