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.rant.
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.sometimes, I'm having a fair time and then the voices remind me of all my mistakes, my faults, the times I was stupid, the times I've embarrassed myself, the possibility of me destroying my future because I escape to drawing instead of focusing on the family business, that i am NOT a decent artist and that I am not worthy of anything... and the worse part is they're making sarcastic comments! I dunno...I used to laugh at the idea of dancing with the demons in my head but then again, no one taught me how to dance with them...and now, I am constantly at their mercy...
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Description
.rant.
.
.
.sometimes, I'm having a fair time and then the voices remind me of all my mistakes, my faults, the times I was stupid, the times I've embarrassed myself, the possibility of me destroying my future because I escape to drawing instead of focusing on the family business, that i am NOT a decent artist and that I am not worthy of anything... and the worse part is they're making sarcastic comments! I dunno...I used to laugh at the idea of dancing with the demons in my head but then again, no one taught me how to dance with them...and now, I am constantly at their mercy...
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