HailieM [2017-12-19 17:16:01 +0000 UTC]
Really nice thoughts! Jonghyun rest in peace!
Sometimes I really feel odd because it seems I can sense things..
I was addicted to Kpop for years (I don't count them), especially to SHINee.. As for you, they helped me with their music when I felt bad. Listened to their music so many times, when I needed motivation and strength to do something. And they felt so close - even though I never ever met them in real life.
As I mentioned I liked them a lot, for years.. but somehow my life changed and I did not follow the Kpop news. Yesterday as I worked I felt odd, I was thinking about listen to their songs, I was in nostalgic mood, but I was disturbed and I ended to have a nostalgic time today, so I went on, turned on the youtube and started to listen to Lucifer and others.. then my eyes dropped on "R.I.P" next to Jjong's photo... I thought.. "oh come on, somebody has nothing to do and makes videos about fake things again...
...and then I started to read more carefully and was shocked... in my first shock I did not know what to do, where to look for news about it - I completely forgot every sites where I could read about it.. then I just googled his name, and the wikipedia said he died on 18 december. As you wrote.. I went numb.. I don't know why, my tears just started to fall, and I felt like my heart was sucked in a very small place and it wanted to just explode. I cried for a while, the whole thing about his death is such a nonsense...
He was too young to die I feel very sorry for his family and friends and all of his relatives. Its such a waste... He is such a waste!
I read a bit about the circumstances of his death and I run into the word "depression" many times... As I didn't follow the news I didn't know about it.
I really DO hope, that he didn't suffer a lot and his demons left him, now he's soul is in peace.
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