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"Trying to hide
Trying to see
Trying to stay
What's all of this?

Trying to be
The one I am
Supposed to be
Please notice me

The pressure's hard on me 'cus you don't care bout me and
it's hurting, tearing me apart
And every time it hurts my thoughts go crazy, telling me to stop; You're just making up the pain in your sick mind!

Time won't fix a thing nor change anything 'bout me
Oh that sick impulse that won't stop every single day, I ignore these chains from hell - trying me to get down there
I don't want to know how my future's turning out for "new me"

Love at first sight
Working out fine
A playful night
A lovely night
I'm sorry that I'm being weak
Oh Forgive me
Please

Soon it'll be too hard to look in your eyes and see what's on
your mind and see what you think
But in my mind it's clear that everything will come down to
all the lies you said and never took back from the start

Thinking about you and the time we would've spent
Oh laughing with you was the best thing I ever did
I'm unable to tell if you're telling me the truth
Your sick little lies will destroy us both from inside and out

How long do I - need to live with this feeling inside - of me
that's really slowly fading and
How long do I - need to keep my head up high so that this"love" will actually come oh so true

Time won't fix a thing nor change anything 'bout me
I believe in love and the rules that need to be fixed
Even though my heart won't allow me to be in love
I just want to place my head up and next to yours

I want you to feel - my passion and my love"What are you thinking? I really want to know it!"As I slowly leave you - all alone and by yourself
I truly thank you, for the time that you endured little me
I'm truly oh so glad
The memories
I now forget
Keep in my heart
Thank you so much
But tell me why
Was I born
Is it because
..?"

{Curls into a ball} {today hasn't been a good day ;v;}

Art / Mochi TicciChiKitty

Description
"Trying to hide
Trying to see
Trying to stay
What's all of this?

Trying to be
The one I am
Supposed to be
Please notice me

The pressure's hard on me 'cus you don't care bout me and
it's hurting, tearing me apart
And every time it hurts my thoughts go crazy, telling me to stop; You're just making up the pain in your sick mind!

Time won't fix a thing nor change anything 'bout me
Oh that sick impulse that won't stop every single day, I ignore these chains from hell - trying me to get down there
I don't want to know how my future's turning out for "new me"

Love at first sight
Working out fine
A playful night
A lovely night
I'm sorry that I'm being weak
Oh Forgive me
Please

Soon it'll be too hard to look in your eyes and see what's on
your mind and see what you think
But in my mind it's clear that everything will come down to
all the lies you said and never took back from the start

Thinking about you and the time we would've spent
Oh laughing with you was the best thing I ever did
I'm unable to tell if you're telling me the truth
Your sick little lies will destroy us both from inside and out

How long do I - need to live with this feeling inside - of me
that's really slowly fading and
How long do I - need to keep my head up high so that this"love" will actually come oh so true

Time won't fix a thing nor change anything 'bout me
I believe in love and the rules that need to be fixed
Even though my heart won't allow me to be in love
I just want to place my head up and next to yours

I want you to feel - my passion and my love"What are you thinking? I really want to know it!"As I slowly leave you - all alone and by yourself
I truly thank you, for the time that you endured little me
I'm truly oh so glad
The memories
I now forget
Keep in my heart
Thank you so much
But tell me why
Was I born
Is it because
..?"

{Curls into a ball} {today hasn't been a good day ;v;}

Art / Mochi TicciChiKitty