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Perhaps I should revise my battle strategies
Perhaps I spent too much time focusing on eliminating inner demons
Nuking this grand inner demon seemed to make thingys harder but not easier for me
And yet, I still left behind

Am I not even an inner demon?
What am I "consciously"
What am I deep down in the true self, however is clear as other influences can easily read it

What if Secretlore become permalockup, to the point it can isolate itself from other lores and hence it is not just in my mind, but that there is this whole world I will experience which no people can believe in
a state worse than Total Isolation where I am completely lost in a Boundless Inner World bubble that is meaningless because it does not matter

I don't know
Funny how this really hopeless finality is silvery in color
What is silver...
What is platinum...
Why am I so obsessed with them

I don't think I have an answer yet

Description
Perhaps I should revise my battle strategies
Perhaps I spent too much time focusing on eliminating inner demons
Nuking this grand inner demon seemed to make thingys harder but not easier for me
And yet, I still left behind

Am I not even an inner demon?
What am I "consciously"
What am I deep down in the true self, however is clear as other influences can easily read it

What if Secretlore become permalockup, to the point it can isolate itself from other lores and hence it is not just in my mind, but that there is this whole world I will experience which no people can believe in
a state worse than Total Isolation where I am completely lost in a Boundless Inner World bubble that is meaningless because it does not matter

I don't know
Funny how this really hopeless finality is silvery in color
What is silver...
What is platinum...
Why am I so obsessed with them

I don't think I have an answer yet