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It makes me feel sickTo think that you're with her.
That you might be
Calling her "Baby" now.
Might be telling her
"I love you" now.
And I don't know why.
Really, I don't.
I don't love you.
And I sure as hell
Don't want you back.
So why am I feeling like this?
It makes my insides churn
At the thought of you together.
The thought that you look at her now
The way you would look at me.
That you wind your arms 'round her
In the way that I loved
When you would hold me.
Am I jealous?
Or just hurting?
I know I wanted this,
But it still hurts.
On the nights I can't sleep,
I wish I could talk to you,
The way we used to,
But I can't now,
Because you're hers now.
It makes me lonely
To think of you talking for hours,
Staying up until 3 am.
Of you sending her sweet texts
Letting her know you're thinking of her.
All those things you did for me.
I wonder if you have a song yet
Like we did.
Or have half the inside jokes
That we had.
It makes me wonder
If she knows you like I did.
Put up with the things that I did.
But of all the thoughts
That make me sick,
Make me churn,
Wish,
Lonely,
Wonder,
There's one thought that's a fact.
She won't love you like I did.
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Comments: 2
I like it. I love it actually...but you know this already. I love you
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