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torteraex β Sketchies 3 [Sketchfest]
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AAAA CRYNG THANK YOU ^O^
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Every time...
EVERY TIME I look at your sketches, I'm instantly just in awe. THIS IS SO DANG AMAZING! OUO
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tHANK YOU AAA!!
Even with all this digital art I can't help but look back at little sketches like this and smile. They don't really have a story or meaning, and I can't draw them again.. but they're just cool y'know? They don't have to worry about becoming anything more than they are.
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Yeah, I feel ya...
...However, whenever I make such things, either you or CP tell me to not forget them and use them later on... Which then causes me to go crazy a bit, as I never intended them to be in anything. But with the influence of you and CP, you guys end up making me add them in any way.
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Although, a lot of those in which you guys did choose for me to keep did end up making some of my stuff better. 'v'
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Ah, I see where your getting at. I didn't think of it like that for your art until now, but it makes more sense for your reluctance when you point it out. I think me and CP are more into "getting the idea out", but your more reserved in that way. Hah, maybe we should learn from you. Not jumping to every character opportunity, but waiting for the best ones and not worrying about the rest. 'u'
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I guess that's one of the benefits of being as reserved as I am. ^v^
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hhhhh this somehow made me feel worse...
Like, it's because I'm so reserved that I missed out on so many opportunities as a kid... missed opportunities for communicating with people, missed opportunities for making new friends, missed opportunities for all the other things that people that aren't like me get to experience...
GAH! NOw I'm making myself even MORE sad..... hhHHHHHhhh........
... Sorry.. for semi venting right now... it's just, I was reminded of my past for a second.
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..I really wish you wouldn't beat yourself up about things from the past. If it was so than it was simply because you were you, and everyone else were thereselves. Maybe you didn't grow up in a place with as much opportunities- maybe the ones you avoided could have gotten you into trouble!Β
Whatever you do don't regret the past. Your here now and if you like where you are then there is nothing else that matters. You should focus on the fact that woah your art is so good and improving incredibly, and hey at least you've made friends in me and CP!!
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As much as I agree with you on everything you said... it's kind of hard to not beat myself down all the time..Β Especially since it's all I've ever done since 5th Grade and onwards... There's also the fact that I did have a lot of opportunities that would've changed me for the better...
And yet I never took any chances, all because of a lingering fear that's been stuck with me for so long...
I've already talked about this to CP in length a while ago, however, I think getting your thoughts on everything would help out a lot too. There's a lot of things I regret from the past that still affect me now, a lot that I can't exactly just shake off and say, "time to start a new..."
I know, I shouldn't dwell on the past... and it's because of my past that I met you guys... However, even with that, it's almost impossible to just let go it. Especially since my past made me like this...
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I can't change how you feel about yourself, but I can support you 100%. If you ever need to do some venting or talk this out in more detail, just give me a dm on Discord ^^
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I'll probably do so on the weekends or maybe some time next week.
But yeah, there's definitely a lot of things that I haven't exactly let on about my past yet with you. So I'm hoping you'll be ok with any of those times.
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I'll always be ready to listen ^u^
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