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It looks like my hips , belly , ass and thighs found the weight that I lost this year again . Breaking furniture , getting stuck in tight places , overeating and gaining weight , for me it's like the story of my life . Every year I try to lose some weight with good intentions of slimming down . Only to gain it all back plus a little more , here and there . I know I'll never be any slimmer than I am , once you reach a certain weight of over 200 kg , losing weight and keeping it off seems impossible .

Every time I look in a mirror I always think , oh gawd , this can't be right , I can't be this big . I've even caught myself saying after I sit down . My fat bulging out all around me , me looking at my ass engulfing two or more seats saying and begging to myself , please stop getting bigger . Skirts , dresses and sweat pants month after month always getting tighter till eventually I out grow them and half to find or make bigger outfits to wear . At least the net provides more choices for me clothing wise , outlets and stores that carry panties , bras and sometimes cute outfits that fit even me .

No matter how many times I've tried to diet , I always end up gaining it all back . It's just so hard to ever keep the weight off for very long , when you like to eat as much and as often as I do . I use to blame social media and society for all the torture I go through every year . Pressured into dieting and following a strict bbw exercise workout program . Getting up by myself is next to impossible for me now , weighing what I weigh . Besides it's embarrassing enough , wearing tight workout clothes . Me being seen in public in leotards and tights send shivers down my back , my fat being out there for everyone to see .

Growing up always being told be my Mother and Sister because I was so fat and overweight . I would never be able to attract boys , ever be good enough or pretty enough because of my weight and my shape . After a while you start to believe every thing people tell you and for me I just started eating more . When you've been used and taken advantage of as much as I have been , I let my emotions take over overeating became my escape from everything around me . A way to make my troubles go away for a short time , but it came with a price .

When you're fat like me , sometimes you don't even realize how much you've been eating till it's too late . I've done that with countless boxes of doughnuts and cakes , I shove a fork into a cake for a quick innocent bite and before I know it the whole cake is gone . The same thing happens to bags of cookies , I grab one . The next thing I know the bag of cookies is gone , then another and another . That's how fast it happens , the next thing I know , my clothes get tight , buttons start popping off , zippers refuse to zip and I end up weighing more .

Now I know better and I just blame myself for being such a fat glutton . Addicted to fattening foods , eating and stuffing my fat face year after year . It's a wonder I'm not even bigger and heavier than I already am now . From the amount of sweet , sugary , fattening snacks that I like to cram in my mouth everyday . I know I'll never be slim , I'll probably even be a little fatter than I am now next year , every year I seem to gain a little more .

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It looks like my hips , belly , ass and thighs found the weight that I lost this year again . Breaking furniture , getting stuck in tight places , overeating and gaining weight , for me it's like the story of my life . Every year I try to lose some weight with good intentions of slimming down . Only to gain it all back plus a little more , here and there . I know I'll never be any slimmer than I am , once you reach a certain weight of over 200 kg , losing weight and keeping it off seems impossible .

Every time I look in a mirror I always think , oh gawd , this can't be right , I can't be this big . I've even caught myself saying after I sit down . My fat bulging out all around me , me looking at my ass engulfing two or more seats saying and begging to myself , please stop getting bigger . Skirts , dresses and sweat pants month after month always getting tighter till eventually I out grow them and half to find or make bigger outfits to wear . At least the net provides more choices for me clothing wise , outlets and stores that carry panties , bras and sometimes cute outfits that fit even me .

No matter how many times I've tried to diet , I always end up gaining it all back . It's just so hard to ever keep the weight off for very long , when you like to eat as much and as often as I do . I use to blame social media and society for all the torture I go through every year . Pressured into dieting and following a strict bbw exercise workout program . Getting up by myself is next to impossible for me now , weighing what I weigh . Besides it's embarrassing enough , wearing tight workout clothes . Me being seen in public in leotards and tights send shivers down my back , my fat being out there for everyone to see .

Growing up always being told be my Mother and Sister because I was so fat and overweight . I would never be able to attract boys , ever be good enough or pretty enough because of my weight and my shape . After a while you start to believe every thing people tell you and for me I just started eating more . When you've been used and taken advantage of as much as I have been , I let my emotions take over overeating became my escape from everything around me . A way to make my troubles go away for a short time , but it came with a price .

When you're fat like me , sometimes you don't even realize how much you've been eating till it's too late . I've done that with countless boxes of doughnuts and cakes , I shove a fork into a cake for a quick innocent bite and before I know it the whole cake is gone . The same thing happens to bags of cookies , I grab one . The next thing I know the bag of cookies is gone , then another and another . That's how fast it happens , the next thing I know , my clothes get tight , buttons start popping off , zippers refuse to zip and I end up weighing more .

Now I know better and I just blame myself for being such a fat glutton . Addicted to fattening foods , eating and stuffing my fat face year after year . It's a wonder I'm not even bigger and heavier than I already am now . From the amount of sweet , sugary , fattening snacks that I like to cram in my mouth everyday . I know I'll never be slim , I'll probably even be a little fatter than I am now next year , every year I seem to gain a little more .