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Bully chapter six.

Zacky's POV

A/N: And in this chapter... Zacky finds shit out and gets a bit emotional. Yeah.

Minutes passed. I still sat in the school toilets. I stopped crying by now, but only because I had no more tears left. So many people came in and out of the bathroom, but nobody noticed me. Just shows how invisible I am. I was still sat with my head in my hands and my back against the toilet wall.
I felt so fucking pathetic. Why the fuck was I even crying for? I shouldn't be crying. Boys don't cry over other boys. Boys aren't supposed to love other boys. It's wrong. Boys like girls.
I felt angry now. Why the hell did I have to fall for a guy? (A/N: Yes, he realises that now.) My step dad was right, I'm a fucking worthless faggot. I gritted my teeth.

Why did I have to fall for him?

I stood up and punched and kicked and slammed my head against the walls. I don't want to be gay. I don't want to be a freak, and to top it all of I had to fucking fall for a gorgeous straight guy, who I had no chance with in a million years. Tears of frustration were forming in the corners of my eyes.
'Calm the fuck down, drama queen.'
I sighed and threw myself rather roughly against the door. Bad move. I hit my ribs and before I could stop my self I gave out a really loud scream.
"Hello? Are you okay in there?" Oh my shit, It's Johnny.
"Y-yes. Just hurt myself."
"Wait is that you Zacky?"
"Yeah. Hi Johnny."
"Can you open the door then?"
I slid the lock on the door and pushed it open. "Oh shit Zacky what happened to your face? Were you crying?"
"I, ugh, y-yeah. J-just got some, ughhh, bad news." Not entirely a lie. "I'm sorry for this morning, by the way. You were jus-"
"Hey, it's my bad, I was prying into your personal shit. But are you gay though Zack?"
"I don't know Johnny, honestly, I don't."
"Whatever man, but if you are, I okay with it, your my best mate, I'll still love ya!"
"Thanks short-shit." I ruffled his hair up and he punched me.
"Oh Zacky, why are your hands all fucked?"I looked down at my hands, they were all bruised and bloody. How the fuck did that happen?
"Oh I was in a fight." Oh how original.
"Oh, okay. C'mon lets get back to geography."

(A/N: The rest of the day, nothing happens at all. Yeah sorry ^^ But lets skip to Bri-Bri's date with Michelle.)

Brian's POV.

I seriously was NOT looking forward to my date. Why did I even say yes? Well I can't back out now, that's rude.
I put on a dark grey button up shirt and rolled up the sleeves to my elbows. The jeans I was wearing already would do just fine.
I grabbed my keys, money and phone before heading out the door to Michelle's house. It was a short walk. She only lived down the next street.
I knocked on her door and Val answered.
"Oh it's you. SHELLY, BRIAN IS HERE HURRY UP!"
"TELL HIM I'LL BE FIVE SECONDS!!"
"KAY! She'll be down soon, you might as well come in." She opened the door all the way and let me step inside. "Just go wait in there." She pointed towards the living room. The house was quite nice. You could tell the family was well off. The walls of the living room were covered in pictures of the girls growing up and a few whole family pictures.
"Hey, Bri." Michelle said. She was leaning against the door frame in a failed 'sexy' pose. To be honest, she looked worse then usual. She had WAY too much eyeliner on and her face was a bright orange. She was wearing a slutty dress that was covered on chains and made her legs look fat.
"Hi."
"You like my outfit? Thought I'd go for the 'rock-chick' look.." She spun around, oh god you can see her arse in that dress.
"You look.." Gulp "Lovley."
"Shall we go then?"
No. "Yeah."
"Mom! I'm going now!"
"Kay, have fun!" Her mum sounded really old. Like 100. Michelle grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the house. We decided to walk to the cinema cause it was only little while away. She was still holding my hand pretty tight but wasn't squeezing back.
"So, you like horror movies then?" She asked.
"Yeah. You?"
"Not really, they scare me."
Then why did you ask me to go see one with you then dumb bitch? "Oh."
We walked the rest of the way just making small talk. We had NOTHING in common. I liked Metalica and Mega-Death she liked The Black Eyed Peas and Celo Green. When we got to the cinema the movie was due to start in about five mintues so we quckly bought our tickets and sat down in one of the theatres.

-Time Lapse.-

The film was really good. Michelle scared shitless, every time someone died she screamed and buried her face in my chest, getting loads of make-up on my shirt.
"Thank you for protecting me from the monsters Bri-Bri!" She smiled and kissed my cheek.
"Yeah, it's only a movie." I shrugged.
"I like you a lot Brian." She smiled. I said nothing. "Like a LOT." I smiled back at her, please shut the fuck up.
Next thing I know she's sitting on my lap pushing her lips into mine. Eww. She was a really bad kisser and she tasted like make-up. I tried to pull back but she grabbed my neck and slid her tongue into my mouth. I tried to enjoy it but I really couldn't. I wonder if Zack is a better kisser? Okay WHAT?!? I shoved her off of me and stood up.
"Brian?"
"Look Michelle I don't love you. I don't even like you, we're nothing alike!" I said in one breath and ran away from her.
"Brian! Wait!" She was screaming after me but I didn't care.

-Line-
(A/N: He ran all the way home and is now sitting in his room.)

Why did kissing a girl make me think of Zack, I'm not gay for crying out loud! Or am I? I guess I do like Zack more than a friend, but I can't cause he's straight and we only just became friends! I'll leave it a little longer and see if I still have a thing for him. It's probably just a phase. Yeah I'll grow out of it.

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Bully chapter six.

Zacky's POV

A/N: And in this chapter... Zacky finds shit out and gets a bit emotional. Yeah.

Minutes passed. I still sat in the school toilets. I stopped crying by now, but only because I had no more tears left. So many people came in and out of the bathroom, but nobody noticed me. Just shows how invisible I am. I was still sat with my head in my hands and my back against the toilet wall.
I felt so fucking pathetic. Why the fuck was I even crying for? I shouldn't be crying. Boys don't cry over other boys. Boys aren't supposed to love other boys. It's wrong. Boys like girls.
I felt angry now. Why the hell did I have to fall for a guy? (A/N: Yes, he realises that now.) My step dad was right, I'm a fucking worthless faggot. I gritted my teeth.

Why did I have to fall for him?

I stood up and punched and kicked and slammed my head against the walls. I don't want to be gay. I don't want to be a freak, and to top it all of I had to fucking fall for a gorgeous straight guy, who I had no chance with in a million years. Tears of frustration were forming in the corners of my eyes.
'Calm the fuck down, drama queen.'
I sighed and threw myself rather roughly against the door. Bad move. I hit my ribs and before I could stop my self I gave out a really loud scream.
"Hello? Are you okay in there?" Oh my shit, It's Johnny.
"Y-yes. Just hurt myself."
"Wait is that you Zacky?"
"Yeah. Hi Johnny."
"Can you open the door then?"
I slid the lock on the door and pushed it open. "Oh shit Zacky what happened to your face? Were you crying?"
"I, ugh, y-yeah. J-just got some, ughhh, bad news." Not entirely a lie. "I'm sorry for this morning, by the way. You were jus-"
"Hey, it's my bad, I was prying into your personal shit. But are you gay though Zack?"
"I don't know Johnny, honestly, I don't."
"Whatever man, but if you are, I okay with it, your my best mate, I'll still love ya!"
"Thanks short-shit." I ruffled his hair up and he punched me.
"Oh Zacky, why are your hands all fucked?"I looked down at my hands, they were all bruised and bloody. How the fuck did that happen?
"Oh I was in a fight." Oh how original.
"Oh, okay. C'mon lets get back to geography."

(A/N: The rest of the day, nothing happens at all. Yeah sorry ^^ But lets skip to Bri-Bri's date with Michelle.)

Brian's POV.

I seriously was NOT looking forward to my date. Why did I even say yes? Well I can't back out now, that's rude.
I put on a dark grey button up shirt and rolled up the sleeves to my elbows. The jeans I was wearing already would do just fine.
I grabbed my keys, money and phone before heading out the door to Michelle's house. It was a short walk. She only lived down the next street.
I knocked on her door and Val answered.
"Oh it's you. SHELLY, BRIAN IS HERE HURRY UP!"
"TELL HIM I'LL BE FIVE SECONDS!!"
"KAY! She'll be down soon, you might as well come in." She opened the door all the way and let me step inside. "Just go wait in there." She pointed towards the living room. The house was quite nice. You could tell the family was well off. The walls of the living room were covered in pictures of the girls growing up and a few whole family pictures.
"Hey, Bri." Michelle said. She was leaning against the door frame in a failed 'sexy' pose. To be honest, she looked worse then usual. She had WAY too much eyeliner on and her face was a bright orange. She was wearing a slutty dress that was covered on chains and made her legs look fat.
"Hi."
"You like my outfit? Thought I'd go for the 'rock-chick' look.." She spun around, oh god you can see her arse in that dress.
"You look.." Gulp "Lovley."
"Shall we go then?"
No. "Yeah."
"Mom! I'm going now!"
"Kay, have fun!" Her mum sounded really old. Like 100. Michelle grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the house. We decided to walk to the cinema cause it was only little while away. She was still holding my hand pretty tight but wasn't squeezing back.
"So, you like horror movies then?" She asked.
"Yeah. You?"
"Not really, they scare me."
Then why did you ask me to go see one with you then dumb bitch? "Oh."
We walked the rest of the way just making small talk. We had NOTHING in common. I liked Metalica and Mega-Death she liked The Black Eyed Peas and Celo Green. When we got to the cinema the movie was due to start in about five mintues so we quckly bought our tickets and sat down in one of the theatres.

-Time Lapse.-

The film was really good. Michelle scared shitless, every time someone died she screamed and buried her face in my chest, getting loads of make-up on my shirt.
"Thank you for protecting me from the monsters Bri-Bri!" She smiled and kissed my cheek.
"Yeah, it's only a movie." I shrugged.
"I like you a lot Brian." She smiled. I said nothing. "Like a LOT." I smiled back at her, please shut the fuck up.
Next thing I know she's sitting on my lap pushing her lips into mine. Eww. She was a really bad kisser and she tasted like make-up. I tried to pull back but she grabbed my neck and slid her tongue into my mouth. I tried to enjoy it but I really couldn't. I wonder if Zack is a better kisser? Okay WHAT?!? I shoved her off of me and stood up.
"Brian?"
"Look Michelle I don't love you. I don't even like you, we're nothing alike!" I said in one breath and ran away from her.
"Brian! Wait!" She was screaming after me but I didn't care.

-Line-
(A/N: He ran all the way home and is now sitting in his room.)

Why did kissing a girl make me think of Zack, I'm not gay for crying out loud! Or am I? I guess I do like Zack more than a friend, but I can't cause he's straight and we only just became friends! I'll leave it a little longer and see if I still have a thing for him. It's probably just a phase. Yeah I'll grow out of it.