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Music fills my soul
Dancing, singing
Filling empty spaces
My reprieve, though brief.
Sorrow, pain, loneliness
I'm tired, so tired
Of life, living, breathing
But I'm scared.
What's beyond here? What life is after death?
A puff of smoke
Foul and tasteless
Burns my lungs, distracts my wandering mind.
I take a drag and wait
A small light in the dark.
A tip of the bottle
The glass cools my bloody lips
The alcohol burns my throat and explodes in my stomach.
Warmth for awhile
One is never enough
Not to quell the visions that plague my mind.
Oh God when will it end
This ever constant suffering.
So many people people to leave behind
Words that'd never be said
Choak it down, shove it to the back of my mind
Put back on my well worn mask
Of happiness and strength.
Inside I shatter
Inside I break
Then piece it all back again
And smile, always smile.
A swinging fist
The crunch of contact
Bruises, cuts, and broken bones
Short lasting satisfaction
At least here I am strong, at least here I can win
Oh how tiring it all is
Oh how tiring life is
Soon it'll be over, soon I'll lose
Goodbye to now, hello to then
For now I wait
Fight the inevitable, but fight I will
For those I hold dear
I fight for you
You give me strength in every smile, every laugh, every warm embrace.
For now I will fight for you
Then maybe……
Just maybe……when I need you
You'll fight for me too.

Description
Music fills my soul
Dancing, singing
Filling empty spaces
My reprieve, though brief.
Sorrow, pain, loneliness
I'm tired, so tired
Of life, living, breathing
But I'm scared.
What's beyond here? What life is after death?
A puff of smoke
Foul and tasteless
Burns my lungs, distracts my wandering mind.
I take a drag and wait
A small light in the dark.
A tip of the bottle
The glass cools my bloody lips
The alcohol burns my throat and explodes in my stomach.
Warmth for awhile
One is never enough
Not to quell the visions that plague my mind.
Oh God when will it end
This ever constant suffering.
So many people people to leave behind
Words that'd never be said
Choak it down, shove it to the back of my mind
Put back on my well worn mask
Of happiness and strength.
Inside I shatter
Inside I break
Then piece it all back again
And smile, always smile.
A swinging fist
The crunch of contact
Bruises, cuts, and broken bones
Short lasting satisfaction
At least here I am strong, at least here I can win
Oh how tiring it all is
Oh how tiring life is
Soon it'll be over, soon I'll lose
Goodbye to now, hello to then
For now I wait
Fight the inevitable, but fight I will
For those I hold dear
I fight for you
You give me strength in every smile, every laugh, every warm embrace.
For now I will fight for you
Then maybe……
Just maybe……when I need you
You'll fight for me too.